I came back home and greeted my mom with a hug and kiss on the cheek. Me and her ate dinner and she asked "So ready for school tommorow?" I groaned. School was hell on Earth. Everyone bullying me, my crush being so near yet so far, and all that crap we are never going to use again in life. It was awful.
My mom giggled "I'll take that as a no" She didn't know why I hated school so much, and I didn't plan on telling her either. It would crush her. My mom didn't know I was gay either. She would be so disappointed and ashamed. It was bad. I couldn't even be myself around my own mom.
We had a nice talk about both of our jobs, I helped her clean up, and we both went sound asleep. I, of course, had a dream about Louis. They were my dirty little secrets nobody knew about.
It always involved us dating, getting married, having kids(adopted), and loving each other through thick and thin til death do we part. That was the worst part about waking up in the morning. It never failed to crush my spirits. Knowing that when I woke up it was just a dream. It would always be just a dream.
A/N: Sorry this chapter is short. I ran out of ideas.
