Haunted Soul

Two Is Better Than One

<P>The next few weeks Barbie tried to tear me down, but each time she failed. Even with all of that I still had Joseph calling me Baby Girl when we talked, and he still wont tell me why he calls me that. Honestly I do really quite like him. There's a sense of mystery about him, he's also charming, funny, smart, care free, protective, caring, loving, and hes probably the BEST looking guy I've ever seen in my whole life.</P>

<P>I just didn't let him know I was interested, besides I don't know what he'd say if I told him what I felt. Even with him knowing I just really can't handle rejection. Its not like I've ever been rejected it's just with him everything is different. When I look into his eyes I feel as if its just me and him, and no one else. </P>

<P>My thoughts about him are just so crazy and I can't help to say this but im falling for Joseph and hard. I needed to get my mind off of things, and I knew how to have my mind drift away from things. I picked up my guitar and sang this one song called If You Only Knew by Savannah Outen</P>

<P>If you only knew <BR>That I think about you <BR>In a kind of secret way <BR>I say kind of 'cause <BR>Well it's obvious <BR>That I must be feeling these things <BR><BR>Too bad you can't tell 'cause... <BR><BR>If you only knew <BR>It would be a dream come true <BR>Standing next to you <BR>Yeah I might go insane to know <BR>That you feel the same as I do <BR>If you only knew <BR><BR>If you only knew <BR>I write songs about you <BR>In the lyrics of the feel <BR>I imagine us chillin' out and stuff <BR>When I close my eyes this is real <BR><BR>Singing out your name... <BR></P>

<P>I wasn't even half finished with the song when I looked up and Joseph was staring down at me through the window as he sat on my window pane with the window wide open. I didn't even hear the window open or anything. Maybe I was really lost in the music more than I thought I was.</P>

<P>"Hey Baby Girl." He had a wide smile upon his face. "You sing so beautifully. Your voice is better than anything I've ever heard."</P>

<P>I blushed a deep crimson red. "Thanks Joseph." </P>

<P>"Your welcome. Come take a walk with me? Please?"</P>

<P>"Alright lets go." We walked to the park and sat under the tree that I sat under that night Joseph saved me.</P>

<P>"Soo... Umm. Joseph are you going to ever tell me why you call me Baby Girl?"</P>

<P>"Yes. Thats what I wanted to talk to you about today, but I just didn't know how to at first. Well I call you that because you look perfectly like this girl that I saved from an alley some odd years ago. I remember wishing that I could see her again, but I moved that night I saved her. So when I saw you and saved you... You had her same eyes and everything..."</P>

<P>"Joseph I was that girl you saved. I was in that alley behind Bantley St."</P>

<P>"Baby Girl... You're really her. Because no one except for her well you would know that."</P>

<P>"I know, and when I figured it out I just wanted to see if it was truley you. Plus there was something I wanted to share with you too. I know after hearing all that and finding out I am THE girl that you saved... Well I like you more than you can imagine, and I think I love you."</P>

<P>"Baby Girl... There was something I wanted to tell you too. I've loved you since I saw you in that alley. My heart has always belonged to you."</P>

<P>"So your not rejecting me. Does this mean were like dating?"</P>

<P>"Yep. And don't you forget it Baby Girl." Joseph took my hand and kissed it so sweetly, so passionatley, and it sent shocks all the way through my body. He looked into my eyes, and said "Baby Girl. Kiss me."</P>