Bias|| Yang Jeongin ✔

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eunseo sits down by the lake and sighs, looking out at the small body of water and staring into her reflection.

she thinks back on how she kissed jeongin twice in front of the building like he didn't have a contract to abide by.

but hey, if felix can openly date, then fuck, so can jeongin.

she laughed silently at herself at how she really went and beat up ava. dude what if she gets arrested for assault?

sksksksks that would be so funny. but anyways, yeah. she's sitting by the lake, thinking about basically everything at this point. about how jeongin slid in her chat with his enthusiastic ass.

how she was a dense little bitch for like six chapters until realizing that she was talking to the one and only yang jeongin of stray kids.

but how she fell in love with him, genuinely, for the person he is, instead of seeing him as an idol.

she fell in love with his randomness. how she fell in love with his attentiveness. how he always kept her on her toes. how sweet he is. how kind he is. how precious he is.

she saw him as yang jeongin from busan. yangie, who made her so much more interested in the values like would give.

to eunseo, jeongin was a priceless gem, seemingly stumbling upon her so oddly. at first, you'd look at the gem, and like it for the surface, but the moment it's open, you notice so much more. you acknowledge so much more. you fall in love with so much more.

like an empty canvas. sometimes you'd know just what you wanna do. but then again, other times you have absolutely no idea what's gonna happen, so you just let it be. and when you do, it's the most beautiful pieces you've possibly ever did.

all in all, eunseo grew feelings over time for the idol, but for who he showed her, the real him. the playful him. the affectionate him. the kind him. the serious him. the hurt him. the confused him. the tired him. the happy him.

all of him.

she loves all of him.

but love was such a strong emotion for her. such a heavy, painful emotion. and although she acknowledges the feeling, does she really want it to stay? does she want it to roam around? does she want it to lead her on. string her along, drag her along. and then drop her over the cliff of heartbreak once more?

over the cliff of self doubt. over the cliff of self hatred. over the cliff of disappointment, and into the sea of regret. into the sea of sorrow. into the sea of despair. does she really want that?

eunseo found herself in deep thought about it, subconsciously picking up bits of grass around her. she was so deep in thought that she didn't notice the three men surrounding her.

one of them pushed her forward, laughing slightly at how her eyes widened and she looked around her, before her eyes stopped to the man behind her, and her eyes softened.

"why the fuck are you here?"

eunseo sputtered out, causing the two guys to look at her in shock, and the man she was talking to, to laugh, before ruffling her hair.

"still as feisty as ever i see eunseo."

the man says, and she slapped his hand away, before pouting at him.

"you still treat me like I'm a kid seungkwan."

she whined, causing seungkwan to laugh with his whole fucking chest.

"that's cause you are a kid, kid."

the other two smiled as the girl sat down and crossed her arms, pouting while mumbling 'i am not a kid'