I just don't know how I'm going to keep going through this I mean, they hate me, Reba and Narvel don't even care that I'm here. They just seemed to want someone to lean on them like another child but I'm not that. I don't like relying on someone. That doesn't help me in life. They can't do anything for me. I mean I know that they are not my real parents... maybe.
Maybe that's what they can help me with. I mean... no they can't that's stupid. Who knows? They don't seem to know if they know. It kills me not knowing who they are. Maybe I should try to have a connection with them. But what if they don't accept me? What if they reject me? What if... No Anna you need to go in there and you need to just try to have a connection with them. Maybe it will be good for you. And maybe even them. And then the thought struck me, what if they push me toward my old home?
