im tired of living ngl, having everyone around you hard to trust and trying not to express much since i feel likr a burden, plus everything not going my way, honestly at this point idk hoe to survive this point.
like ik things will get better blah blah al that stupid bullshit everyone shoves in my face but nah dude, i dont think it'll end unless i fucking move out or some shit, ill be having parents nagging me about everything in my life and me opening up even a little they get mad like the fuck?.
i honestly want to start cutting again, but at the same time im scared people would judge me over it, i want to drop out of school and move to a different one but im jailed in between my parents, i want to move out.
everydays getting harder and harder, more mental breakdowns, literally sleeping away my fucking problems and having constant anxiety attacks, always craving for sleep, always mentally exhausting, how the fuck?.
