Fairy Tail one shots

An illusion of love [GrUvia]

           I'm still wondering why I keep hearing her voice

       when she isn't even here

      She's gone and she isn't going back

      That's what I force myself to believe

"Don't do it, Gray-sama!"

That's what I heard when I do something

I'm not supposed to, like hurting someone

or destroying something just so I can release my anger 

and frustration because of my regrets

And one of those was not

being able to save her when she needed me most

I didn't know how much I loved her until that day she died

and I regretted everything I've said and done ever since

So, if you can still hear me,

you know my days in Magnolia aren't that meaningful anymore 

without you

and you know that I actually loved you even though I kept

rejecting you

and I just wanted to ask one last thing,

"Why is it you that died instead of me?"