KiriKami || Crazy for you~

•Chapter 5• What happens next?

I hear Kirishima's soft snores as I pack up. I hold my tears back. The more I think about it the more I want to cry. I'm a pussy, why can't I just shut the fuck up. Sigh. I leave the room silently, I watch the end of the hallway, the closer it gets the more my throat closes up. Am I really doing this? He doesn't deserve this, but I don't either. I stand in the moonlight staring at the wall. Do I want to do this? I take a shaky breath, I look down at my hands. They're shaking. Heavily. I slowly reach my hands up to my eyes, I started to cry. All the memories flooded me like a tsunami. It's like everything just disappeared and I was there with Kirishima. Not on my way to a different city. I saw his lovely smile, his warm bright cheerful face. His shiny teeth. That cute way he holds himself up. Fuck, I am gay. Very gay. Gay for him. My lovely Kirishima.

I love you.

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(Kirishima)
I wake up, I stretch my arms and wipe my eyes. I quickly jump down to wake up Kaminari. Only, he wasn't there. His sheets weren't there? Wait. Where's his school bag? His clothes? Where. No. I look frantically, everywhere.  Closets, his end table, under his bed, even in cupboards! Where, could he be? Did he switch dorms, how could he do this to me. I rush down to the front desk and ask where Kaminari is. "He left yesterday night. He moved. Didn't he tell you?" The sound of those words "He moves." Broke me. I couldn't hold it. The hot tears rushed down my cheeks into my mouth as I choked on my tears. How could he not tell me? The secretary hugs me and tells me it's alright, although it's not alright. It's. Horrible. I can't breathe, I'm choking, my breathes get shorter and shorter with every huff. Nothing matters, he hates me. He hates me so much. That's the only reason. He despises me. I'm even worse than Bakugou, I'm so bad that I made him leave UA. I get up. I wipe my eyes and my knees. The lady said something but I didn't hear it. All I could hear was "He moved." Over and over again. My breathe couldn't take a break. I couldn't see. I cried heavily on my way back to my dorm. Mina even came out and saw me. She followed me silently, she knew she wouldn't be able to help. She patted me on the back. When I got to my bed I just slammed into it like a brick hitting the floor. I suffocated myself in my pillow. I felt Mina's arms wrap around me and squeeze me. I knew that no matter what I did. It couldn't get him back. I pulled my head out of the pillow. Mina kept her arms around me. I heard a soft cry. She was crying with me. It made me cry even more. I picked up my phone and pulled up Kaminari's phone number. I started typing a message but couldn't even finish it. Hell I probably wouldn't even of sent it. I saw my tears hit the screen. Dripping down into my lap. I held my head in my hands. I couldn't believe it. He left me. Alone. I thought he liked me. I fucking knew it. He hates me.

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I know this is only 500 words but I wanted to get something out there for you guys.