I woke up to the smell of breakfast and a clean smell I grabbed my phone getting out my bed
I went out my room downstairs I hit the last step and herd my mama and asha talking bout three I walked in and it got quite
"Good morning to y'all too" I said "hey pregnant lady"asha said "hey I herd you talking bout my brother" I raised my eyebrow up at asha
"Shut the fuck up" asha said giving me a bitch face "I knew you missed him you shouldn't be ashamed" I said sitting down on the bar stool
"I know I feel bad tho cause Bryson he feeling me tho and three been He hitting me up" she said making me look at her crazy
"For real" I scrunched my face
"yeah he be wanting to talk" she added "talk to him then" I said
"Yeah I think ima do it" she turned back around my mama hand me a plate with fruit and an other stuff with pancakes and bacon "thank you" I said
"Tell me why yo baby daddy got a new bitch" Asha sat down
"You welcome and I don't give a f-" my phone went of a few times I looked at and it was Kentrell
Kentrell😑:audio message
Kentrell😑:let me know if you fucking with it or not
"Y'all hush real quick" I said finna listen to the audio "gir-" I started the first song and they got quite
I just want show you I'm changing, yeah
Kinda hard for to show you, I'm trying, yeah
I admit it ain't easy baby, it's gon' take a minute
Told you somethin' and show different, but everything I swear I meant it
And what I tell you ain't written but I'm just I'm hopin' that you feel it
Most of these niggas be bitchin', I just want to show you where the real at
Them niggas you listen to, get on the mic and they just be rappin'
No they ain't livin' like that, half of them niggas, they just be cappin'
Back in the day I'd sleep on mattress, I blew up so fast they think that it's magic
I remember that day just like it's a classic
When you came in my life, I can't tell 'em what happened
Then I told you that I swear that I'll never hurt you but once
Double back and show you you can't believe what come off my tongue
When I flood your wrist I'm floodin' mine, that's a one of one
It ain't no need to waste no time, soon as it's said then it's done
Happy to show that I love you, now right now I'm ashamed of it
Admit a piece of me missing when you ain't where I can touch you
Ask what you doin', you say thuggin', I'm so caught up and I'm thuggin'
Tell me do you really love me? I wouldn't say I do for nothin'
I admit it ain't easy baby, it's gon' take a minute
Told you somethin' and show different, but everything I swear I meant it
And what I tell you ain't written but I'm just I'm hopin' that you feel it
Most of these niggas be bitchin', I just want to show you where the real at
I just want show you I'm changing, yeah
(I just want show you I'm changing, I swear to God that I'm changin')
Kinda hard for to show you, I'm trying, yeah (why so hard for you to show me?)
(I'm so fucked up and I'm painless, it's hard to show what I'm thinkin')
My mind so gone, I don't know how to act now
I was done with love but I done relapsed now
I was ready for this, I done got off track now
I done got you here, now I'm startin' to fall back now
First time we fucked you ain't never tap out
Now you got me thinkin' that I'm in love with you
In the car when we ride I'ma thug with you
I ain't never stand down, I'ma bust with you
I just want show you I'm changing, I swear to God that I'm changin' (show you I'm changing)
I'm so fucked up and I'm painless, it's hard to show what I'm thinkin'
