HELP

1. Clueless

I can't know what i don't know.

all these things are happening,

you're telling me it's fine

but from your words I might be changing my mind.

you left me there.

left me to rot,

knowing that i had stopped,

I had stopped trying to be happy,

I had stopped trying to hide the pain.

the pain that haunts me the most.

the one that had me so close,

so close to the comatose.

fuck i'm so high.

dazed outta my fucking mind.

searching for answers I just find myself.

I find myself looking out of it,

incoherent to the world,

stuck in my mind.

wasting so much fuckin time,

being so god damn dazed outta my fucking mind.

god what's next?

up the dosage?

up the pleas?

leave forever?

I think that's peace.

VJG