Lance sighed softly looking up at the sky "what are you thinking about?" Lance looked over at Shiro grinning "just us" he shrugged his shoulders softly "I just... can't believe you're into me" Shiro rolled his eyes pulling Lance on top of his chest cupping his cheeks "of course I'm into you" he mumbled pressing a kiss to his forehead softly.
Shiro pressed his forehead against Lance's "I can't imagine myself without you" "oh is that so mister football captian" he teased "Lance" "what?" he chuckled softly.
"um about us going back to school?" "yeah?" "we... can't be together you know that right?" "what?" Lance asked confused "it's just I'm the football captain and if they knew I liked men they would treat me differently and such" Lance furrowed his eyebrows "so... your image is more important then this relationship?" "that's not what I'm say Lance" Lance scoffed getting off Shiro's chest "Lance don't" "don't what?"
"Don't be dramatic about this?" "Dramatic? are you kidding me? I feel like you're choosing your image over me this is dumb" Shiro sat up frowning "you know how they treat people when they're gay" "yeah I do because that's how I get treated" Lance stood up.
"I can't believe this... if i knew this would've happened then.." "then what?" Shiro asked nervously, he didn't want them to break things off but he knew that they would but it's over a dumb reason he wasn't ashamed of Lance he adored him very much and would shout to the world that this boy right beside him was his man "I would've never fallen in love with you" he mumbled tears going down his cheeks "I was a fool for thinking you ever wanted to be serious with me I was just a fling to you wasn't I?" "No of course not Lance... babe you are more than that I would shout to the world that you're my boyfriend" he scoffed slightly.
"then why can't we date in the open?" Lance asked a bit frustrated he didn't understand why they couldn't just date what was so hard being gay or bisexual or even lesbian and transgender shouldn't be treated like its a big deal "we... we just can't please try to understand" "understand that you're so worried about what your "friends" think about me and you dating? I understand completely shirogane" he stood up wiping his tears away frowning slightly "it's just... you're my first boyfriend and I got excited to finally do stuff with you but I can't be in secert I was in the closet for so long and it pained me" Lance looked down "I just.. I wish I could've told people that my boyfriend was takashi shirogane"
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Lance closed his locker walking glancing at Shiro his heart aching at the sight of him a girl in his arms he looked at one of his friends Keith Kogane his eyes widen looking away "hey Shiro I'm gonna talk to you later" "yeah sure whatever" Keith rolled his eyes walking away going to Lance grabbing his arm "hey hands off of me" Lance mumbled.
"Just follow me" he mumbled back to Lance opening a door pushing Lance inside then walking in shutting the door "and now we're in a closet" "yes I'm aware of that, what's with you and Shiro?" "um nothing" Lance mumbled looking away.
"No don't give me that bullshit I know we we're friends and then drifted apart.." Lance teared up slightly "yeah we did" he mumbled "god I'm an idiot Keith" "what do you mean" Lance looked over at Keith tears going down his cheeks "I fell for him... Shiro we... we we're dating at the end of May and he was my first boyfriend I told myself it was to soon" Lance sighed softly.
Keith frowned wiping Lance's tears away "what happened" "he... he told me that we couldn't be out in the open with our relationship because of his image" Keith frowned pulling him into a hug "it's going to be okay" he mumbled kissing the top of his head.
Lance sighed softly "I use to be in the closet and I was in pain... I didn't just came out as bisexual they always knew me as..." "hey Lance that isn't you anymore okay?" "I just feel lost" he mumbled shoving his face into Keith's chest.
