I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I’m here.
I do so much for everyone
Why don’t they show they care? There is so much hurt I feel, so much anger trapped inside. Sometimes I wish my dad was here, but he’s not alive. I have no one to talk to These cuts seem to be the only way Turns out it’s a lie just like the smile I put on each and everyday. I know outside I’m smiling, It’s the face I fake for you, But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do. I know my family loves me, I’m there when their decisions are poor. I’m sick of feeling like this walked on rug thrown upon the floor. I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I’m doing here Can I wake up from this dream? Can I please just disappear?
