"No! I can't accept this type of things in this House!"
-my father started to yell through the house like a mad man. He tried to slap me again but mum held his Arm trying to stop him. I just stood there not saying anything, expressionless, emotionless..-
"You shameless Asshole! Get out!" -he pointed to the entrance while pushing me towards it-
"N-no please jagi. He's your Son! OUR son!" -dad pushed her hand away and stared at her-
"HE'S NOT MY SON."
-Mums tears flowing down her cheek made my blood boil-
"Dad it's not about that!"
-His gaze landed on me again-
"DON'T dare call me 'Dad'"
-I sighed at his statement and looked right into his eyes-
"You don't even deserve to be called 'DAD'. a DAD would understand his SON! A DAD WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT HIS SON IS GAY!" -he again slapped my left cheek making it feel like it's burning-
"NOT IN THAT TONE!"
-I chuckled while still looking at the floor-
"See..you're just scared..scared of what people will think about your 'GAY SON' right? Thats all what you care about..money,Fame?" -chuckle- "No Mr.Park thats not what counts in life.."
"I treated you Like my own son! I gave you everything! And thats how you treat me?!"
-a chuckle escaped my lips once again as I looked at the side-
"Yes YOU treated me..BUT NOT AS YOUR SON.." - i look back at him-
"but as a Kid who entered your house and lived there for a few years because i couldn't steal MY Mums happines just to satisfie my own wishes! MY MUM WAS ALL I HAD! until..you came.. you said that you gave me everything? Huh?
-I laugh-
"no,no... You forgot my Birthday..every year..you didn't even bother to come to my Performances .. I waited for you with hope.. and you didn't come right? And why..? Because of work? No,no it was because YOU WERE ASHAMED! For havin' a GAY SON! but guess what?? I don't even care anymore.. why? Cause i'm done with all of you and this fucking bullshit! I'll leave this House and family!
-I took my jacket ready to leave this House forever but..I stopped middle way and looked at the side-
"Take care of mum."
"N-no Jimin, Son.. please don't go.." -She cried her heart out while holding my arm-
"i'm sorry" -I free my arm and glare at the man who's supposed to be my 'Dad'-
"You'll regret this."
-With that I left the house.i could still hear mum calling my name..but i ignored it and walked off.-
- It's hard to leave the house i've grown into..but it's time to Build My Own life! I'm so Sick of this! Is it that bad beeing gay? It's not even MY choice i've been hiding this secret since years now..seeing Mums tears makes my heart ache..I hope i've made the right decision.. I looked at the bus stopping infront of me and sighed-
"New Life i'm coming..."
-To Be continued-
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