What?! This Is My Life, So I Do It MY WAY! (BXB/Yaoi/Danmei)

Author's note

Sorry for not updating for long, and no this isn't an update, but don't worry The next chapter already on their way.

The other day, when I watch Naruto in His Childhood I just come out with this Idea for one of my character that might by in this story or maybe not. It's R (For now I will put it like this) past. Please tell me if you like it or not.

_______________(R Pov) _______________

They said that I'am a monster
They scream when I go near them
They always pointed at my face with those expression

I tried to make them smile by doing silly thing
I tried to made my self different
I tried to made my self unnoticed
I tried to change my face

But...
They still calling me monster
They still mocking me
They still point at my face
And they still looking at me...
Like they saw their worst nightmare

So I stopped...
I stopped to care about them
I stopped to try talking with them
I stopped to try make them smile

But...
I did make their wish come true.

I stopped looking at my self as "human"
I stopped trying to make my self "human"
And I stopped being a "human"

I paint my path with Red
I make song with their scream
I took entertain on their scared face

But...
Why do I feel like this?
Why does it feels so empty?
Why is it still so cold?

I scream and Screaming in my head
In my heart I always searching for something.

Who will hear my scream?
Who will hear my pleading?
Who will held my hand and lead me away from this misery?
Who will save me from my ow self?

Please someone hear me!
Please someone help me!
Please someone lead me away!
Please... Please save me!

I cried and cried waiting someone to hear my scream, to reach my hand, and save me from this misery

In the dark I still waiting for a little light that will shine my way.

Even if I had to wait forever.

_________(End of R's POV) ____________

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