"Y/n you need to breathe and calm down, this is wonderful news and I'm sure Lewis will be happy about it"
I couldn't think properly right now, I was pregnant and my baby's father who is also my boyfriend, Lewis Hamilton didn't know about it.
He's a Formula 1 driver meaning he's never home and the topic of having kids came up one day and he clearly made me understand that it wasn't what he wanted right now.
We were in the middle of the season and I was speechless, how was I going to tell him?
As in right now, my best friend was with me and I was in our home that I share with Lewis in the UK. She was the one holding the test, we were sitting in my bed. My hand instinctively rubbed my stomach and a sad smile appeared on my face.
My best friend immediately understood how I was feeling and wrapped an arm around my shoulder. I leaned in her and tears started to flow down my cheeks.
He had so much stuff coming up, his new collection with Tommy Hilfiger was about to drop meaning he had to do a bunch of press tours and fashion shows. I haven't seen him in 2 weeks because he has been traveling back and forth.
He was actually coming back tonight for a few days to rest, I had to tell him.
How could I tell him something so huge, I bet he wouldn't be happy. Lewis didn't want kids now, but abortion wasn't an option.
My BFF left my home a few moments later because she had to pick up her kids from daycare.
The thought of me having my own suddenly came as the doorbell rung. With shaky legs, I went to open it, having a beaming Lewis in front of me with a huge bouquet of roses.
"I'm back !" I forced a smile on my face and greeted him into our comfy home. Roscoe, our dog, was barking and jumping on him making me laugh a bit.
As he went to our bedroom to put his stuff away, I walked to the kitchen to start with dinner. Lewis is vegan and I am flexitarian meaning I try to not eat a lot of meat. So I decided on making a veggie pizza, suitable for everyone.
Chopping the vegetables, I felt two arms wrap around my stomach. Knowing what was happening it was a weird feeling, he was caressing my tummy as if he knew... Also pressing light kisses on my neck.
"How was your trip ?" I asked and turned around to face him putting my arms on his broad shoulders. He gave me a slight smile and kissed me slowly, "very good but I missed you".
Roscoe's loud bark interrupted us, I picked him up and put him between us. He started to lick Lewis' face which was a very fun thing to see.
After I put dinner in the oven, we went to the living room to watch some TV, Roscoe was acting a bit different which I think Lewis noticed. He's following me everywhere when usually he does it to the man of the house.
Another thing he's been doing is that whenever I sit on the couch or on our bed he comes and puts his head and two of his paws on my lap especially on my stomach.
To be honest I think he knew I was pregnant before I even did.
"Roscoe, you don't want dad anymore?" Lewis fake pouted but that didn't change his mind, he just looked at Lewis and turned his head completely ignoring him and resting it on my tummy.
"Wow, he only wants mommy" Lewis chuckled and shook his head proceeding on watching his show.
Mommy
I had already forgotten about that, I have to tell him now.
Breathing in and out I turned so that I could face Lewis, my heart was thumping so fast I could faint, his soft look was making more nervous second by second.
"Ok Lew I have to tell you something, but please don't be mad" he frowned at my last words.
"What's going on babe ?"
His reaction could go either good or bad. Roscoe was still on my lap, now softly sleeping and keeping me warm.
"I'm pregnant"
A long silence went through, no one was talking until Lewis' eyes widened.
"wow, uh really ?" to say he was shocked was an understatement.
"I'm going to be a dad !!" he soon started to jump around like a mad man, running around the house screaming.
He then came to pick me up and spin me around his arms, "you're not mad ?" I asked with tears running down my face. His hands quickly wiped them away and gave me a big hug.
"Absolutely not babe, sure with racing it's not going to be easy but I'm so happy to become a dad. I love you so much" we kissed and stayed like this for a fair amount of time.
"I know I told you I didn't want kids because of work but now that you're expecting I don't want it any other way around" he said with his hands rubbing my stomach.
Lew then called his family to announce the great news and they were so delighted for us.
We then told my family who was so happy and crying on the phone.
After all the emotions and the tears, we had dinner and Lew was already looking at cribs on the internet which made me laugh. I never thought he would react like that but I couldn't be happier.
We decided to take a picture to announce my pregnancy on Instagram with Roscoe our first baby.
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As soon as we posted it the amount of love we got was amazing, the fans were going crazy. Most of the drivers were congratulating us and reposting our pictures. Valtteri, Daniel, and Seb called us because they were so excited about baby Hamilton.
Baby Hamilton, it's so surreal to say that.
Sharing one last look at the phone we both looked at each other with smiles on our faces, Lew's hand on my tummy with Roscoe next to us as we were excited to welcome the newest addition to our small little family.
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