As a young schoolgirl, I had no problem making friends with everyone in my class. But that was until I knew better. I quickly learned that the boys always played too rough. Besides, they didn't care much for anything other than sports and video games. It didn't suit my interests and my delicate nature, and they had cooties too.
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In high school, it so happened that I never befriended any boys. Why, you might ask? Because they were all insecure and way too awkward to maintain any direct eye contact with a girl. I didn't need the extra added teenage angst in my life. Plus, I had no interest in adding to my close circle of friends.
However, there were also those popular boys that had peaked in the social hierarchy. It was unquestionable that everyone found them attractive. But, of course, they had to fit the stereotype of being out-of-my-league, obnoxious jerks.
How could I forget when they publicly shamed me for not filling out my shirt enough to their liking. Ugh!!! They were the worst! But oh so handsome.
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Yet EVERYTHING changed once I graduated.
Ironically, my best friends took the back seat the moment I met 'the Guys.'
To anyone that knew me before, I had always been one to run away from any attention. I would have prayed for nothing more if I could have gone unnoticed everywhere I went. To have the ability to blend in and disappear.
That was BEFORE...
Never could I had imagined my life shifting so drastically in such a short amount of time. In no way I thought I would be like one of those girls that changed because of a boy.
Yet, those boys slowly chipped away at my outer shell. They unknowingly helped nurture a previously dormant side of myself I never knew existed.
I embraced, wholeheartedly, these new exciting experiences and relationships. But, finally, getting the possibility to explore new friendships, become a lover and inevitably a deceiver.
My old life was boring. So I made it more complicated.
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