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2. Vhope: Jealousy Part 1

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Hoseok, an in-love man with a diary.

Hobi Focus

I sit watching an episode of Dragon Ball with Suga. I usually enjoy it but ever since Tae personally came clean that he was dating Jungkook, fucking messed me up. I knew straight up that night when we all came back from Jisung's party, the way they were snuggling in bed...topless, not a thing any 'bro' would do right? Yoongi Hyung and Joonie were dumb enough to think Jungkook had another 'Nightmare', and for Jin, he knew the whole time, which makes me pissed off, again. The only person that gets how I feel is Jimin. The naughty little boy, whom side crushes Jungkook while dating Yoongi.

We both know we can't do anything but be depressed and wait for them to eventually break up which sounds really cruel but whatever. What makes this situation more awkward and frustrating is that I'm Taehyung's apparent fave of the group, and he comes to ME when he's troubled, confused, upset, pissed, hungry or even for plain company. I'm afraid that I will ruin our bond with my feelings, yanno, the plain obvious jealousy. Yep, I admitted it to myself, I'm jealous.

He probably won't come to me as much, as he has Kookie now. L

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"Hey Hobi, are you okay?" Yoongi shook me so hard that my soda threatened to spill out my mouth.

"I'm not now," I clutch the arm he was shaking on and got up and left his annoying ass. His face puzzled at my actions. "You're not being yourself!" I hear his voice echo behind me.

I find my room through the mazes of halls and sank into my bed feeling horrible for how I acted towards my Hyung. Even so, I don't want to apologize. I'm too irritable at the moment; literally, Jungkook's breathing could make me throw hands.

Again I sit remembering everything from that 'night' and before I went up those stairs to be confronted with the scene of them. I reminisce about the moments Jin caught me putting a certain substance (wink wink) in my mouth makes me crack every time. An inside joke with us now. And then the sadness came back. I vaguely remember me slamming my door shut to have a sleepless night of crying and Jimin making me feel better while being horribly upset himself.

Half a year later~ diary entry one

So, it's Taehyung's and Jungkook's half a year milestone... And my feels still haven't subsided. He's the one I want and I won't stop until I get him. Which isn't happening so I'm going to be in love forever... and the same goes for Jimin. When Kook isn't with Taehyung he's with Jimin. When Tae isn't with Kook he's with me, yay, not. It doesn't help the whole getting over them aspect huh?

And worse, He has noticed my 'sunshine' disappearing behind clouds; hah a lot of me wants to say it's because of him but then the possibility of tarnishing our friendship pops up again.

(Sadistic means getting enjoyment from people's pain, so...for example whipping, you're sadistic if you like the way the person screams because they're in pain.)

Half a year later~ (So a year has passed now) diary entry two

Another night of broken rest, why? Because Jungkook sadistically fucked Taehyung. My room is directly next to Kook's doesn't help with trying to sleep through it. Hearing him cry after kook has gone to sleep is unbearable, most nights it's that bad that he crawls into my bed just to hug. His body bruised and trembling when he gets under my sheets. I hold him gently and tenderly and kiss his forehead multiple times while running my fingers through his soft silver locks.