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I enter a room

I make my way to the back

I love the power of observation

A skill I find most lack

To see all that is around me on a one-way street

No backward glances or turn of the cheek

You'll find my discomfort front and center

Where I feel every eye burn holes into my head and back

And to what do I owe but to my imagination

The credit taken and given to insecure superstition

~Insecurities~

I see the way you live your lives

You want to be seen and you want to be heard

But never a chance you give another voice

To teach, to explain the troubles of the world

You want to run the town, but all you know is your street

You cannot run a marathon on two weak feet

Allow yourself to grow 

Allow yourself to strengthen

Maybe then you will understand

A voice is only as strong as the reasoning behind it

Choose your battles wisely

~Choose Wisely~

A heart and a mind

The greatest weapons

The most valuable possessions

But

My greatest weaknesses

Sometimes they clash

They don't always agree

They battle within me

Each with reasoning, with power

A whole other brand of war

And just one soldier

A vessel really

Just a location I become

Nothing more on my part

No guns

No swords

No knives

No tactic

No plans

No nothing

Just the grounds of which the battle takes place

Then I'm left to pick up my own pieces

I wouldn't mind it really

As long as one of them wins, I wouldn't mind it

As long as a decision is made, I wouldn't mind it

But they just rest for a bit until they're ready to come back at me with more talk

More reasons

More push

More pull

If I knew what to do, this wouldn't keep happening

I get it

I do

But honestly, it doesn't make me any smarter

I'm still clueless

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 19, 2019 ⏰

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