you're the reason I'm alive { Deidara X reader}

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- normal pov -
"haha! I won again!!" screamed a girl as she threw down cards at the table "in your face Naruto!"she said pointing at a blond boy who faceplanted to the table "ughhh not fair!! This is the third time y/n teach me how you do it!!" Naruto exclaimed as he looked at Y/n "Man this is a drag" said a third person as he placed down the cards and sighed "aww what's wrong Shikamaru? Don't like the game I invented ?" Said Y/n as she giggled and sat back down gathering the cards " it's just luck Naruto" she says looking down as she kept gathering the cards "easy for you to say you win all the time!! Heck! You're the one who invented the game!!" He exclaimed and crossed his arms with a light "hmp" looking aside from Y/n , "hm.. okay.. I'll get you some ramen if you don't get mad" she said as she gave him a gentle punch and smiled softly ,he doesn't replay, Y/n sighs and rolls her eyes "five..ramens?" She says as Naruto looks at her with a very excited and happy expression
And threw his hand up"YOSH!" he exclaimed loudly as Y/n and Shikamaru sighed a little.
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"Bye Shikamaru!!\See ya later!" Both Naruto and Y/n yelled as they waved at shikamaru walking off , Y/n began walking the opposite side "C'mon Naruto! The ramen can wait but your stomach can't" she said laughing "hey!!" Naruto ran over and walked along
Soon they reached Ichiraku as they both entered and took a front seat the whispers of the villagers began, "ughhh" Y/n whined hitting her face to the table, Naruto on the other hand ignored and ordered "how did you Handle this? For this long?" She asked desperately looking at Naruto who just sighed lightly and patted her shoulder with a soft smile " I didn't, it was a lot of pain and still is but it'll go away when I become the Hokage Datteybayo!" He says determinedly as Y/n let out a soft giggle "you and your dreams...." she lift her head up and faced Naruto" do .. you think it was my fault ..? I know I hated the Hokage but .. I didn't want to reach the state of killing him like these stupid people say" she says looking aside as she got a comfort smile from Naruto "yeah I'm sure! Besides you're way too weak to kill someone" he teased to lighten the mood, suddenly a hand locked on Naruto's neck and ruffled his hair "MAAA! I'M WEAK YOU SAY?!" Y/n exclaimed as she smiled and ruffled his hair as he whined and struggled to be set free.

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After a long time of chatting and eating ramen Both Y/n and Naruto decided it's best to head to their home before sunset since they both live in apartments near each other so they usually walk together and talk about the missions Naruto goes to with his team, Y/n had a team but they were injured in the attack of Orochimaru forcing them to stay in the Hospital for months, and making Y/n take their missions.

"So anything new about your missions?" Naruto asked glancing at Y/n "ah... well the Akatsuki's didn't attack any village so far so I guess everything's stable ..?" Y/n tilted her head with a smile and let out a soft sigh as she looked down "hey.. what's wrong ? Are you upset..?" Naruto asked as he stopped and looked at her in worry, "I'll tell you when we reach home" Y/n says as she kept walking
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Soon they reached Naruto's apartment door, they didn't talk much after Naruto's question,as Naruto opens the door and walks in Y/n follows along as he flicks the light on "sorry for the mess around ehehe" said naruto as he rubbed the back of his head and began picking up a few things, Y/n on the other hand already began before he said anything "really Naruto!? Just because you live alone doesn't mean you have to live in trash of ramen cups" she said annoyed as threw the ramen cups into a trash bag .
As they were cleaning Y/n stood up "I want something to happen ..." she says as Naruto looks over at her "I want them to destroy something so I can save it and prove I'm worth being a kunoichi of this village ... I hate being blamed for someone's death.." Y/n said as she looked at Naruto with a sad expression as she sat down, Naruto walked over to her and sat in front of her and sighed "listen Y/n, I know you may hate this village for its people but.. wishing for something bad to happen isn't gonna help out ya know?, it'll just make it worst..Datteybayo" he gave her a reassuring pat on the shoulder as he smiled "so don't give up, even if they hate you fight for them to proove them wrong! Datteybayo!" He exclaimed in a determined tone

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- readers pov -
"So don't give up, even if they hate you fight for them to proove them wrong! Datteybayo!" Naruto exclaimed in his usual determined tone, I smile lightly as I nod "thanks Naruto.."I say as I give him a thumb up "who would've thought a kid who possessed the worst of demons can be this sweet?, this cruel world doesn't deserve him.."I thought to myself as he walked off "I'll get your room ready-" "what?! No no no Naruto I just came for a visit, besides I literally live next door" I cut in, I feel bad cause he hates being lonely and so do I but .. Tsunade wanted to talk with me tomorrow so I should get ready from now"oh.. well ok then!" He said as he smiled, I stood up and walked out as I gave a him a goodbye "oi!Y/n!" Naruto exclaimed as I turned to face him"What?" "Don't forget what I told Neh?"He smiles "Of course I won't ramen boy" I say as I laugh lightly and enter to my apartment and close the door behind me.
*next day*
- Normal pov -
The door in knocking
"Ok ok I'm getting ready just wait!!! Jeez!" Y/n yelled out as she wrapped her protector in (anyplace you choose).
She rushed out seeing Naruto as he gave her a goodbye wave "do well in the meeting with Baa-chan Datteybayo!" He gave her a thumb up as Y/n smiled and nodded before jumping roof to roof to reach the entrance of the Hokage office, "ok, be cool" Y/n said to herself as she knocked the door twice before hearing a dull "come in".

- reader's pov -

That voice ... I already hope this isn't going to be about the third Hokage, because that's the voice of none other, I open the door as I see a man with night blue hair frowning and has his arms crossed, I sighed lightly "Asmua..." I say in a low voice as I walk in closing the door behind me "yes..? I was called here I suppose?" I can hear a soft sigh as Tsunade turns to face me " you're going on a S ranked secret mission" my heart skipped more than one beat "w-w-what? I can't do that! What about my team?? I can't go alone--" "just listen Y/n" I get cutten off by Asuma "this mission may be hard but it'll test your skills, and it'll give you rest from... the village in particular those who made you feel-" "unwelcome?" I complete her sentence as I frown "I'm sorry I can't accept it, Naruto needs me and I can't leave my friends who are injured and those who I love" I say glancing at Asuma "and I'll just keep far away eyes is better than close in any mission" I say in final and take my leave "it's about the Akatsuki" Asuma says making me freeze "A-And?" I turn around as I quickly walk back to them "we have ANBU's investigating but it's not really helpful, that's why--" "we need your help Y/n,You have to disguise as one of them" Asuma cuts off Tsunade as he gave me a serious look "you mean... I'll disguise as a missing-nin....?" I could feel my body shivering, "me? A missing- nin? A bad person...? I never honestly thought it'll feel like this ... so that's how they feel when they become banished from their homes..?", I took a deep sigh "how long will this mission take?" I look over at Tsunade"depends on the person who'll go and how many information they've gathered, once we get what we need we'll send and ANBU to bring them back" Tsunade says as she crossed her arms leaning onto the chair "or maybe not.." Asuma mumbles "what?" I look over at Asuma who shook his head, I sigh lightly as I take off my protector and put it infront of Tsunade "do I need it?" I ask looking down " actually you don't, but we'll give you another that shows you're now a missing-nin so they don't get suspicious" she said as she took mine and replaced it with a black protector and took out a kunai and made a line across the sign of Konoha, I took it and frowned lightly "but .. hey.. you'll be allowed to visit from time to time but don't show yourself to the villagers" she said putting a note by the protector , "just simply show this to the entrance ninjas and they'll know you're good" she smiled lightly"you'll be leaving tomorrow so, you better pack up what you need" I grab the headband and the note and bow " thank you ... for giving this note to be able to see Naruto and my friends" I stood up and walked off.

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- Asuma's pov -

Y/n just left, I look over to Tsunade who looked out of the window "are you sure about this Hokage-sama? We didn't see any signs of the ability you're talking about" I say bluntly "just wait Asuma... as long as she's wearing the neckalce... I'm sure she has the same power as her mother, it just needs time."

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