First boyfriend:
I was 16 then…
He’s smart and made me feel insecure
He’s cute and so do I (Naks! At least cute)
He came from a wealthy family and I came from the middle class family (pwede n)
He love to read books and converse business matters
He loves me dearly and whole heartedly….
We’ll, I don’t!
So, after 3 years of togetherness………………..
GOOD BYE! (hindi na kaya ng brain ko, no!)
Second boyfriend:
I was 20—
Not cute
Just a typical blue collar guy
But diligent….
Un nga lang… gusto binibaby…………..
But he loves me dearly and whole heartedly….
Hay- ---
“I’m tired to baby seat, for 3 months”
SAYONARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Third boyfriend:
I was 22 …..
Oh! My gush!
Kamukha ni John Lloyd!
Makinis ang kutis… at ang G- W- A- P- O-O-O!
Buti na lang may work na ako at least hindi me OP sa yaman niya, noh!
so sweet! so cute! So loving! So thoughtful! So so mabait!
Wala na akong masabi! Maliban sa….
“Hay! Sana ikaw na nga!”
Kahit lagi ka 2 hours late sa date natin okay lang…
siya naman ang nanlilibre parati…
May chocolates, flowers pa every date!
And I can feel he loves me dearly and whole heartedly.
Hay! I feel like in heaven na!
I was 28 then when his parents surprisingly came home from states…
He introduced me…
(na shy ako, e pano, tingnan ba naman ako ng mom niya from
head to toe;
from
toe to head…..
pangit yata ng damit ko, or pangit kaya ng pagkaayos ng hair ko, or ung make up ko? Okay kaya?
Oh my gosh! I feel butterflies in my stomach!)
No words uttered for me she called her son
They talked in private for long and he went back to me
Eyes were so sad almost crying…
Face I could not paint
He ushered me to their veranda and told me words I never imagined…
“I am very sorry…
I was not expecting….
They still pursue….ammm
I was betrothed
I am betrothed”
And his tears flows swiftly, hugged me so tight and
kissed me on my forehead…
asked his driver to bring me back home...
Tears flows on my cheeks…
I was totally shaken and astonished!
I feel helpless and block minded…
I don’t know what to say.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know what…
Now I’m 60… just waiting for retirement… no more boyfriends… just me…
