(⚠️trigger warning⚠️) tom × suicidal reader

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(Your P.OV)
I woke up from another nightmare like i have for the past mouth in a cold sweat as tears ran down my face. I cleaned myself up and i walked to the kitchen, As i walked up to the fridge trying to find something to drink. Then out of no where i heared foot steped going to the kitchen and out of suprise i jump as i grab a glass cup from behind me cause it was the closest thing i had next to me and a strange voice came out of no where "what are you doing y/n?.." it sounded like a little bit of a deep British accent then i realized who it was "oh tom! You scared the fuck out of me!" I said in a shakey voice as i cover my arms more not showing him all the shame i have on my arms

(Toms P.OV)
Y/n was acting very strange like they had seen a ghost, i tried to walk alittle closer but she backed away "whats wrong?.." i ask out of concern and worry she just look at me with her beautiful eyes but they were red and puffy like she had been crying for hours and was about to do it again "you know you can tell me y/n.." she suddenly hugged me out of no where crying into my chest as i hug her back rocking her side to side and messes with her hair trying to calm her down "its ok.. im here.."

(Your P.O.V)
It was comforting knowing tom cared just alittle "thanks tom.." i calmed down as he rocked me and played with my hair "no problem Y/n, now then you want to tell me whats wrong?" I settled down and nod my head as we let go "now then whats wrong?" He said in a calm voice trying to relax me some more i finally found the voice to speak and the words to say, "ive been having alot of nightmares and stuff.. i didnt want to tell you cause i thought you and the others would think im weird so i kept it all to myself.. but it ended up bad in the long run..." i hide my arms even more embarrassed and scared to show him, but he grabed my arms not in a way to hurt me but in a way to show he was interested and cared as he pulled up my sleeves on my f/c (favriot color) jacket all the deep scars and cuts show as i start to tear up again. I tried to say something but i was cut off by tom starting to cry huging me again holding onto me closer and tighter then last time, i was shocked at first but i huged back.

(Toms P.O.V)
I looked at her arms in shock "why would she do this! I should have been there for her!" I said in my head as i hugged her not wanting to let go of the one thing i actually love. "Its ok tommy..." her voice was so confronting but then she started singing alittle her voice was amazing i listened as she singed safe and sound calming me down in the prosses

(Heres the song sorry if you dont like nightcore) (and its still toms p.o.v)
I looked up at her "i love you.." i said out loud on accident "wha-"

(Your p.o.v)
"Did tom just say he loved me!?" I said in my head freaking out alittle, ive all ways had a crush on tom but i never really told him because i was to scared "i-i" he had lost of words for a minute or two trying to prosses his thoughts after all that then he said it "yes i did y/n, i love you and ive loved you for a long time, i dont like seeing you hurt or hurting yourself so please dont hurt yourself. I dont want to be alone.." i was shocked at first trying to think of something to say as my face was reder then a apple "i-i love you too" i said as i hide my red face with my jacket trying to hide my face from his cuteness suddenly he uncovers my face and kissed me on the lips. I blushed even more melting into the kiss as i wrap my arms around his neck alittle deepening the kiss as he he holds my waist we stop the kiss a couple minutes later from the need of air and he just smiled laughing alittle "i love you y/n" he said in a soft voice "i love you too tommy" i said as i smiled at him

The end

(Thanks for reading my first x reader give me what i should do next if you guys like this)

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 05, 2019 ⏰

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