idol [seulmin ff]

eighteen

3rd Person's

"Red Velvet!" the MC introduced, the girls bowed and greeted the crowd. it's an opening ceremony of the music awards show, they stood up at the left side of the stage

"be ready" said Joy that made Seulgi curious, "for what?" seulgi asked, Joy didn't respond and focus on the next artist

"BTS!" they heared the loud cheer of the crowd, well they're too popular we all know. Seulgi didn't try to look at them, she just wave at the fans

Yeri taped her shoulder, she looked at the right side where Yeri was but instead she saw Jimin near them. She didn't mind it and asked Yeri, "move a little bit closer at the right. the others can't be seen by the crowd" said Yeri. Seulgi followed Yeri, she move at the right and then she realized that there is only 5 steps away from her to Jimin!

she saw on her peripheral vision that he's looking at her so she try herself not to look either

"yah, Hyung! it's so hot! move a little bit at the left!" she heared someone said, maybe Jungkook. she sensed that Jimin made it so there's only a few steps distsnce from Him to Her!

"yeppeo" she heared, she don't know who is it but she didn't mind knowing it.

the MC announced the sequence on who will perform, "a special collaboration with NCT's Taeyong and Red Velvet's Seulgi" the crowd cheer, she bowed and smile, she didn't know that she's now looking at Jimin to know his reaction, he just 'tsked'. Seulgi avoid her gaze and talked a little to Irene

"and next to it are Twice's Jeongyeon and BTS' Jimin!" the fans became more wild, she didn't expect that! she stoped on talking to Irene because of the shock but still got in her senses

"it will be an amazing night" Wendy said that made the others laugh, she just pokerfaced

the Idols are now at the backstage to prepare. she saw Taeyong in his outfit, she walk to him

"goodluck on us!" she said, Yong made a fighting sign on his fist, they both laughed, "yes yes" he replied

she is now sitted on her chair for the make up when her phone beeped

,-,

ParkJM:
goodluck!

,-,

she didn't expect Jimin to text her, she choose to ignore him.

it's been 3 months since they last talked and saw each other that's why she said to herself that she can now do something that can't be awkward when they meet again

but her thoughts and words disappeared, she can lie but her heart when he saw him can't. she's still inlove

she shook her head, removing that thoughts, 'i can't' she said on her mind

"Seulgi-shi, are you ready?" a staff called, she stood up and nod. she follow the staff and when they're on their way to the backstage she saw Jimin leaning on their dressing room's door. she avoid him but, "you can do it" she heared, she walked fast that she even pass the staff when someone taped her shoulder

"why are you so in hurry?" it's Taeyong so she stoped and faced him, "i-i just thought im late" she reasoned, he chuckled, "no you're not, it's still commerical though"

the two practiced a little bit before entering the stage, it isn't new to her but when she know that Jimin is watching her dancing with Taeyong, ugh it feels awkward

their performance was lit as usual, they bow before going back to the backstage. she's on her way when she bump onto someone, she look and saw Jimin!

"s-sorry" she uttered, "it's okay, lo–seulgi-shi" he said, he almost say love! she froze a second before continuing going at backstage, she sigh

"where's my goodluck?" she heared someone followed her, ofcourse who will it be? it's him.

she faced him with a calm face, "why?" she didn't control herself to act like that, Jimin became shy, "yeah, right. who am i to you either?" he was about to go back when she got consense, "im sorry, goodluck!" she said, Jimin faced her with a smile, "thank you"

she watched him go to stage, what did you do, Seulgi?! where is your words? she said to herself

"you can't fight over yourself" someone said, she looked who talked, "unnie!" Seulgi immediately ran to hug when she saw Sunmi

"I missed you too, dongsaeng" Sunmi caressed her hair, "but remember SeulBear, you can't force to unlove him when you really know you still does. stop fighting within yourself" Sunmi said, "i can't" the only words she said

when they broke up the hug, Sunmi put her hands on both Seulgi's shoulder, "you can, you're only shy. do you think he doesn't love you anymore? why is he asking for a goodluck when he isn't? think Seulgi, think." Sunmi said and left Seulgi in dazed

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