OUR CHAINED LOVE PADLOCK

OUR CHAINED PADLOCK

The chambers of my heart loss touch with the world outside.
Which side? the side from which you locked me in.
See the chained smooth padlock that once shined has lost touch of the key that gave you access into my world of intimacy
See my lips you experienced and Literally, you robbed me the words I had for my soul mate.
You left me for decades to decay.
Our chained padlock of faith, hope and intimacy has turned to wear out and is now possessed by rust.
Perhaps if you could pick my calls and respond to my text on time our chained padlock would have been polished by the smooth oily brushes of your angelic voice.
It hurts to know that I was close to you yet not able to find the home in your heart.
Tirelessly I held you in my arms giving you the rest and comfort of your own home close to my heart.
As for you in return Trembled all over my high hopes.
You left me for dust and wrong lust, hey you ruined me.
I'm broken.
I'm hopeless, I'm worthlessness
Hum... I guess you left me loveless to such an extent that I view the value of love careless.
Well, see I forgave you but still, I'll blame you for the broken cracked walls that remain scars.
It's easy to say we moved on but every time we cross paths we feel the arms of Our hearts reaching out for each other.
We are the very reasons why we end up hurting the people that do us more good.
Remember how you called him by my pet name and suddenly you felt convicted, and how I called her by yours and she knew I was not over you but still into you.?
Remember that moment when all four of us ran into each other at the mall and awkwardness filled the atmosphere.
When all we could say is "hum hope you happy" and later that evening you asked "why you Mangundu?" and all I could say is "because I was, I'm and will be he that you locked in "
And in fading words I want you to know that I'm still inside this world waiting for you to unlock the chained padlock of my heart.