OUR CHAINED LOVE PADLOCK

BLEEDING LOVE

What if you are right?
That we don't really deserve each other.
What if I'm far more interested in hurting you or what if you are more interested in using me?.
I'm not perfect and if you are looking for perfection it's not in me.
I'm broken beyond repair so to say written off.
See I'm beginning to think you are faultless.
And that you deserve far better than me.
I honestly am faulty and I'm scared that it's gone drift us apart from each other.
Maybe my jokes are far more sarcastic at times and without knowing I've maybe caused you hurt.
Hurt as in deep cuts through your love membranes.
Membranes that kept you trusting and hoping that I'm different from all other males.
Perhaps you've already started bleeding and are slowly running out of trust, hope and love for me.
I've picked up that respect has lost its grips in your chambers to an extent that we... I mean you started cursing me screwing me.
and even swearing at me...
I'm not sure if I'm perfectly your joy, heartbeat or Boaz.
I've seen how blind love can be, it's literally like doing maths applying BODMAS in physics.
I'm not perfect for you I'm really trying too hard to be that perfect guy.
I'm literally a broken guy, that wants to show you how much I too can care for someone that is as broken as I'm.
Words that well define me are shy, secretivity.
I'm even so shy to type out the sentence " I love you" and so secretive that I don't wanna show you off as a  trophy.
In fading words, my request is love me for we and keep in mind that we are uniquely two different people on a common ground of love so please let's carry each other through the muddy paths of insecurity, doubts and our differences.