"Just go talk to him Y/N." Your best friend Stefan suggested. You we're sitting at a booth in the Mystic grill.
"I can't! Every time I try I freeze up and don't know what to say."
You had always had a crush on Kai, with his beautiful eyes, smile, body, hair... everything. Just the way he looked at you made your breath catch in your throat. He was so perfect.
"Oh come on, it isn't that hard! Just walk up to him and ask him if he wants to have coffee with you."
"Fine! I'll try." You got up only to find him directly in front of you. Forcing you to slam yourself into his chest.
"Woah!" You almost fell backward but Kai caught you.
"Better be careful sweetheart. Wouldn't want to hurt that pretty head of yours." Your nickname always made tingles go up your spine.
"S-sorry!" You pulled out of his arms and ran to the bathroom, utterly embarrassed.
Once you reached the bathroom you locked the door behind you. You walked towards the sink, bending down to splash water in your face. When you bent back up you saw someone else looking at you in the mirror. Kai.
"Kai! What are you doing in here! I locked the door!"
"I unlocked it. With magic."He said with a 'duh' expression on his face.
"Why?" You asked, heart still racing.
"Well, you ran away and I wanted to see if you were okay." He stepped forward, tucking a strand of stray hair behind your ear.
"I'm fine, okay? So you can go. Please." You requested, turning your back to him.
"Are you mad at me?" He asked with a look of confusion on his face.
"No I just..."
"What?"
He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you towards him, kissing your neck.
"Kai..." You moaned. He sucked all the way from your jaw down to your shoulder.
He turned you around towards him, his breath skimming over your lips which were centimeters away from his. "Yes?"
"I can't..." you breathed heavily, looking at the floor.
He took his thumb and forefinger and used them to lift your chin up. "Can't what?" He stared into your Y/E/C eyes with lust.
"I can't do this." You wanted it so bad, but you couldn't. You were a virgin, and were planning on staying one. You weren't Christian or celibate. You just weren't comfortable with anyone seeing you naked, not even yourself. And Especially not Kai.
"Why?" He looked at you, confused. He wanted you. He always had. And now was his chance and you saying no. It was crushing him. "You don't like me?"
"No! Of course I do, it's just I... I've never..."
"Had sex?"
"Yes."
"Really?"
"God, I'm such a loser!" You turned away from him again.
"No, you're not. You are funny and kind and compassionate..."
"And ugly." You muttered under your breath.
"What?" He looked concerned.
"Ugly. I'm ugly..."
"Y/N, you are beautiful. The most beautiful woman I have ever met."
"Oh yeah right! God Kai! You don't want me! You want a skinny beach babe with a heart of gold. And I'm sorry but that's not me. I'm not skinny, or beautiful, or sexy. I'm fat, ugly, and awkward. I don't deserve you." Your eyes welled up with tears. Pleading for none to spill.
You looked at him in the mirror. He looked back. And he was furious.
"You don't deserve me?! I don't deserve you Y/N! After everything I've done, you still found it in your heart to forgive me. I wouldn't forgive me. You are the best friend I could ask for. But I don't want to be friends anymore. I can't take it. I want more. I want more of you." He huffed in frustration. You turned to face him.
"Sure, I have a 'great personality'!But when you need pleasure and closeness, I can't be there for you-"
"Why?!"
"Because I can't!" There goes the tears. "I can't do the things other girls do. They feel good about their bodies and know that guys like theirs too. When it comes to me, I can't do that stuff, I can't reveal myself to anybody!-"
"And why not?!"
"Haven't you been listening!? Because you won't like what you see. Hair,skin tags, stretch marks galore. I'm ugly and fat. Even if I could do that stuff, my body would just be the ultimate turnoff..."
"How do you know that?"
"I have only shown one guy my body before. And guess what he said!"
"What!"
" 'Ew, disgusting, I'm outta here.' And he left. What does that tell you?"
"That he's a douche bag, and didn't know what he had when he had it."
"You don't understand... You aren't listening!"
"I am. Okay? I'm listening. I understand. But you need to understand too! You aren't even giving me a chance! Your giving up on this even though it's barely begun!"
"No. I'm not giving up. I'm giving you a chance. An out. But I'm not offering, I'm giving. Goodbye Kai."
You opened the bathroom door and walked out of the bar towards your car. You grabbed your keys out of your pocket and unlocked the car door, getting in. You turned your key in the ignition and checked your mirrors, only to see Kai standing behind your car. You rolled down your window.
"Move Kai, it's over! Your free."
"No!" He ran to the passenger door and got inside.
"Get out Kai!" You yelled. He was not making this easy. It hurt enough already.
"No! I'm not leaving you! I don't care about how you look! Okay? I-"
"But that's the thing! You do! All guys do. Even Quasimodo went for the hot gypsy!"
"I'm different!"
"Listen! You need to understand that if you date me, your sex life is over. Done. That's what you'll get. Nothing."
"Fine. Then I'll get nothing."
"But Kai, a relationship isn't a relationship without sex, or foreplay. You know that."
"Y/N, I love you and I will do anything for you to love me. Even if that means no sex."
"I can't do that to you..."
"It's final. We are dating."
"Fine!" You said. "Would you mind driving? I have a little headache."
"Sure, no problem." You swapped seats and hit the road.
"Let's go to my house." You suggested.
"Okay."
You smirked. Maybe you could give him pleasure. Just as long as you were clothed. This was gonna be fun.To be continued...
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