Smile || Seungmin x reader

One

Your POV

I was sitting behind all the cameras as the boys lined up for the elimination, fingers, toes, arms and legs crossed that Felix wouldn't be eliminated. He had put so much work into this. I'm sure all the others did as well though...

JYP took a deep breath in and began, "Felix, your biggest problem is.."

"Yes," Felix's voice was so shaky and it broke my heart. My heart had to be beating just as fast as his.

"for now seems like it's your Korean."

"Yes," Felix replied nodding slightly. I could feel my eyes become warm from the tears that were starting to form. C'mon big bro, you got this!

"I think you still need time until the rap part you did can be delivered well. So... I'm really sorry but... this time, you won't be able to continue with the team."

A sigh came out deep within Felix's body, "Yes." Seeing my brother holding back his tears only made me cry more, the hot tears falling down my face. I guess this means I have to go back home to Australia. Before I left to come to South Korea in order to support my brother my mother said if Felix doesn't debut then I had to come back home. As much as I wanted to stay and look after my bro I knew I had to listen to my mum. I guess now that Felix has been eliminated I only have a few more weeks in Korea.

♥~~Small Time Skip~~♥

The sound of a door squeaking open was the only thing that broke me out of my daze. I had been sitting in the same spot for almost an hour, not moving since the words came out of JYP's mouth. Their footsteps filled the silent room, getting louder as they got closer. They sat next to me and it didn't feel awkward like I thought it would, it was almost comforting having the company. "Oppa..~ I..." I said quietly thinking it was Felix who was sitting next to me.

"Oppa?" that wasn't the voice I was expecting, it was definitely not as deep as Felix's and it was as smooth as honey. I turned my head quickly to see who was actually sitting next to me. Seungmin.

"Oh, sorry," I bowed slightly, "I thought you were Felix."

"Sorry to disappoint you," he chuckled. His laugh was angelic and his smile was beautiful. He looked at me deep in the eyes, "you okay?"

"M-mhm..~," I said looking down.

"That wasn't very convincing Y/N-ssi," the worry in his eyes grew and he put his hand on my knee. I looked down at his hand, the sudden contact making me feel extremely flustered. As the heat in my cheeks increased I quickly flicked my head the in the other direction hoping he didn't see me blush.

"Oww!"

"Oh my gosh! Are you okay? What happened?" I said looking back worried at Seungmin who was holding the side of his face.

He smiled and whispered under his breath "cute". "I'm fine~." he said looking up at me, "When you turned your head your hair flicked me in the face". I gasped and without thinking I removed the hand from his face and replaced it with mine to make sure I didn't seriously hurt him (well as serious as your hair can hurt someone.. heh).

"I'm so so sorry. I will be more careful next time." I kept checking his face, looking at every inch to make sure there was no mark. Wow, he really is gorgeous. My eyes started wandering down to his lips, even his lips were perfect. It's not fair!!

"Ahem~" Seungmin was looking at me, his ears slightly red. Oh my god, I've just been staring at him. Well I mean, who wouldn't? I removed my hand quickly and avoided eye contact.

"There isn't any mark". I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear, still avoiding his gaze that I could feel was still upon me.

"I didn't think there would be~," he said cheerfully ."Well, um, I should get back to the members. I hope to see you before you leave".

"I-I hope to see you too~," I said shyly, "bye". And with that, Seungmin left the room. I fell back, laying flat on the floor. Wow. My heart was beating rapidly. Loneliness washed over my body. I hadn't felt loneliness in ages, I usually like being alone. So why am I feeling lonely ever since Seungmin left? Do I like him???