Smile || Seungmin x reader

Two

♥~~A Couple Minutes Later~~♥

"Why are you on the floor..?" I hear the familiar voice of my brother say shakily. The shakiness proving he's cried. I get up and immediately hug him. We might fight, I mean all siblings do, but because we are siblings I really do care for him. He wraps his arms around me and starts shaking as the tears come flooding back. I try and stay strong for him by not crying, but I can't help a few stray tears roll down my cheeks. We stand there for a couple of minutes, hugging each other until Felix starts to calm down. He lets go and looks down, wiping the tears from his face with the sleeves of his jacket. He looks up and sees my tear-stained cheeks and looks back down.

"Don't cry, Y/N." he sniffles. 

"I can't help it, Felix. I'm just upset with JYP," I take a deep sigh, "It's not your fault though. I know you tried your hardest, and that's what matters..~"

Felix lets out a sad chuckle, "wasn't good enough though."

"Hey! Don't you dare start being overly hard on yourself. You had a HUGE disadvantage. Y'know not knowing the language and all."

Felix looks up at me. "I could have learnt it though. I mean you, my baby sister, did! I just thought I was too good for it when we were younger and wasted my time goofing around.."

"When you were younger you did taekwondo. Taekwondo took a decent amount of your time, so while you did taekwondo I studied Korean with mum. You didn't waste your time, you just spent it doing something equally as awesome," I hold his shoulders, "Now you're learning Korean and I'm not learning taekwondo which means you have two skills and I only have one. Soooo... you're better than me," I smirk "for now!"

 Felix hits my arm. "I'm always better than you!" he smiles. He smiled~~! He finally smiled! I smile along with him, happy to know I'm taking his mind off everything.

♥~~An Hour Later~~♥

It had been ages since Felix and I just hung out together. As much as I wish I could continue doing this I knew this room was probably going to need to be used soon by some trainees or even idols. 

"Felix, we should probably go. You should head back to the dorms."

"Do you need to go anywhere?" 

I look at him suspiciously, "No..?"

"Hey don't look at me like that! I was just going to ask you to come with me." 

I relax my face and smile, "Sure, I've got nothing better to do with myself. I literally have no friends here."

He laughs, "Don't worry, neither do I. Well apart from my dorm mates."

♥~~At The Dorms~~♥

I open the door to the dorm and Felix walks in, immediately smothered in a hug by one of the members. Chanmin? Changmin? Oh yeah! Changbin! Trying to get to know all of the member's names is hard... I smile seeing Felix being consoled by his friend.

"Just get together already! It's obvious you guys want to be more than friends." I turn around to the boy who spoke. He was looking directly at Felix and Changbin, licking his fingers that were oily from the chicken he was eating.

"Woojin hyung!" Felix says panicked, "Don't say that with my sister around." I look at Felix and Woojin completely confused. "Don't worry about it, Y/N. Woojin hyung is being an idiot." Felix switches to English as he speaks to me.

"Yah! I understood that!" Felix rolls his eyes and walks into our shared bedroom, Changbin walking with him. I go and sit on the couch with Woojin.

"You know, those two have kissed?" Woojin says, mouth full of his last bite of chicken.

"Woah, what!?"

"Changbin kissed Felix on the cheek. Their reactions were priceless. They have become even closer ever since."

I look at him slightly shocked, "so that's what you meant before." He nods and walks off to the kitchen to clean his dishes. I was left in the living room by myself for a bit before someone comes and sits next to me.

"How are you feeling now?" I smile as I hear Seungmin's voice. His voice is so gentle and soothing. I turn to look at him shyly.

"I'm alright. Just.." I trail off, "I wish he didn't get eliminated. He worked so hard. And now that he has been eliminated I have to go back home. I wish I got to explore and embrace the culture of Korea more." I realise I had started to cry when I saw a teardrop fall into my lap. I could see Seungmin start to move closer to me out of the corner of my eye and then I felt his hand on my back, stroking it comfortingly. As I started to cry again he pulled me closer. I dug my face into his chest as my emotions took over me once again. He wrapped his arms around me, making me feel warm and safe. 

"Hey," he said gently, "since you have to leave soon do you want me to show you around Seoul tomorrow? I can show you all my favourite places~." I nodded, excited to properly see Seoul for the first time. Today had been a really long day and I could feel myself start to fall asleep in his arms. I was beyond comfortable that I decided not to move. Instead, I let the tiredness take over and I drifted off to sleep.