chapter ten

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(Y/n)'s pov.

I stood in a tshirt looking out onto the grass. I frowned and looked at the moon.
These past few days ran through my head.
God, my life has fucked up bad and its someone's fault.
I could blame Finn, Wyatt or dad and I blamed my dad. If he'd off payed Finn back with the unneeded money.
Nothing eouldve happened, we'd still have mum I'd be eating cereal at ten oclock at night.

Finn had fell asleep awhile ago and I didnt want to sleep by him.
He was a light sleeper though, he was awake I think.

"Why are you looking out the window?" He stood up on high alert.

"The moons pretty, right?" He looked at me, he was stood so close i could feel his breath on the top of my head.

"Its alright," he shrugged, not understanding what I saw.

I leant closer to him and he watched me cautious.
I leant against him, putting one hand on his chest to steady myself.

"How do you do it?" I whispered, looking back at the sky.

"Do it?" He wrapped one arm around me and looked at the sky, starting to see the invisible comfort the sky gave.

I bit my lip and squeezed my eyes shut,"I miss her."
He knew who I was talking about obviously, I reckoned replying would be hard for him but he shrugged.

"I miss him too." My lips curled slightly from the way he finally opened up but then I turned around and hugged him.

Head only reaching his chest i had to stand on my tippy toes to hug around his shoulders. For a skinny twig he was really strong and good with his balance.
He hugged back and suprisingly picked me up and threw me over his shoulders.
"Finn!" I yelled laughing.
"What? Your having fun and the view is great." he said with a cheeky grin.

I was all too aware of the top- fallen down and stopping at my boobs so my ass was showing.

I was wearing black underwear that had decided to go inbetween my ass cus that's normal for underwear isnt it? Nope, that was sarcasm one of the many problems being a girl.

He started to spin around and I was giggling but aware I was probably going to smack my head of a pole, great.

Finn slowed down and pulled me over so I had to wrap my legs around his waist, we stayed like this for a minute while he slowly swayed.
We stayed there for a minute and Finn rested his head against the top of head, myn on his chest.

I heard Finn cursing under his breath slightly.
I look at what he was doing, trying to play music. I couldn't help it and I giggled.
He blushed and bit his lip, finally getting the song on.
I didnt know the song but it was cute.
"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain" the speaker eoched through the room.

I smiled as I saw Finn swaying me slightly, old fashioned to dance isnt it?

"Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug"  I felt him hug me tighter and shut his eyes.

"I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved." the last line played and I blocked out the next song, I looked at his face, he was looking down, his lips pressed tightly together.
His long eyelashes pointing down and his eyes guilty off somewhere.

"Sorry." He mumbled.
"Why?" I sighed, resting my forehead against his.
"Your life is fucked because of me."
I didnt say anything because I didnt disagree.
"No." I said softly.
"Yes, yes it is!" He snapped back, shaking his head while shutting his eyes.
"Fine! Maybe it is but have I ever blamed you?" I said and he looked at me.
He sighed and shrugged.
I shut my eyes, why me??? I have to deal with a sad hot boy.

I opened my eyes and he was just looking at me through his thick eyelashes.
I took my chance and presses my lips against his, it took him by suprise.
"Can we fuck rule 6?" I whispered into the kiss. He deepened it by kissing back and trying to pry open my lips.
"Maybe, only said not friends."
I smiled and blushed while he moved down my neck to my collar, it was red off the hot water and Finn started to suck it lightly, a hickey?
I put my hands on his shoulder and he kept going, I let out a quiet gasp and moan.

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