Transgender

Part 1

Hi guys, so I would just like to say hi, I'm Elijah Townsend and I'm a transgender FTM and this is my experience with all te fucking hatred in life

So I started off just wearing casual clothing which wouldn't suit a 'girl like me', I stared to get more baggier clothing to hide my hips and my boobs which I'm highly dysphoric about.

My mum didn't like my stile of clothing and though that I dressed up like a boy but in reality I didn't face up to my transgender at that time.

I was getting more dysphoric about how I looked and how I wasn't a man I would try to dress up as a man and try to get men's clothing but as you can see my parents are HOMOPHOBIC.

I was getting more confident in what I was wearing (lads clothing) and so I decided to come out to my parents.... not good they were saying that I'm too young to know what I want to be or that 'she' is just going through a faze

I was fucking pissed at that and then I tried again (don't ask me why) and then this time was worse they said 'your not a boy you were born in a girls body' or 'you have been influenced by different people'.

I wanted to run out the house and go to my nans house just to stay there for a couple days but I didn't, they don't know this but I've been making a binder for my chest and it is a vest but you fold it twise so it covers up your boobs and its made me more confident that I don't have a bump where my boobs are

I've got an amazing girlfriend that I love so much and she has been helping me with this,