Return to Sender [P.JM + J.HS]

[chapter fourteen]

[Namjoon]

My dearest Namjoon,

I won't bother you anymore with my silly confessions so please don't worry. This is my last letter to you, and hopefully you can take the time in reading it. 

I just wanted to say sorry for hurting you. I know this apology means nothing to you but for me, this is my closure. I wish things could have ended differently between us but I let my obsessions turn me into a monster fueled by delusions. It consumed me and It nearly killed you. 

Being in here has helped me open my eyes and see that you and I weren't meant for each other. Our ship has suck into the depths of my broken heart where It shall remain. 

As much as it hurts, I'm slowly accepting it. 

I'll be out in three years and hopefully when I get out, I'm a new man with his head on straight. Who knows...maybe when I get out...you and I can start over and be friends again? 

I wouldn't be surprised if you said no. To be honest, when I get out of here, I doubt i'll have anyone...well...except for Jungkook. 

Jungkook keeps me company, but only because He doesn't have many friends. He rEminds me of myseLf when I was his age, a lonely kid just looking for a friend in this world. Please hang out with hiM, be a friEnd to him like we once were all those years ago. Jungkook is a good kid and he really needs it.

This is all I have to say. I hope you live a good life, Kim Namjoon. I'll surely miss you and your deep voice, your luscious plumped lips, your long lean legs and that big dick. 

I'll miss it all. 

See you around. 

- Jin -

"Everything was good until he mentioned your dick." Hoseok comments as he gazes down at the letter in my hands. "But oddly enough, this seems normal..." he says and I agree. 

This letter was too normal for it to be Jin. I guess i'm not used to this side of Jin, though, I am glad he's finally seeing things clearly for once. 

"I'm glad he's finally come to his senses." I tell Jungkook and hand him back the letter. "Is that all he wanted from me?"

"Yeah, that was all he requested." Jungkook says as he places the letter into his back pocket. "I better get going, hyung is going to be lonely without me." 

"I'm sure Jin is fine on his own. Why not hang out with us?" Hoseok suggests. 

"Yeah, Hoseok and I are pretty chill. All we do is smoke weed and talk bullshit." I say but I can tell he looks rather comfortable. Perhaps it was the age difference, with him being younger than the two of us. 

"It's fine. I better get going anyways. I'l see you around." he says before quickly running off. 

"That was...weird." Hoseok comments. 

I nod. "Yeah, but I feel a little better that Jin is no longer into me. I don't have to deal with a creepy stalker anymore." 

Hoseok smiles as he loops his arm around my shoulder, bringing me in for a tight hug. 

"You and me both." 

a/n: Bonus points if anyone found a hidden surprise in this chapter.