Depressed Izuku X Todoroki

The Beginning

TRIGGER WARNING:
THIS STORY CONTAINS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPPRESSION, BULLYING, AND EATING DISORDERS. If any of these things TRIGGER you please do not read.
AN:
So this is my first story ever, I hope its goos I am trying really hard. Idk how long it will be but yeah.

Deku POV:
I wake up and look at my alarm, its 4:37 AM. I wonder why I am awake. I drink some water from the side of my bed and go to pee. Thoughts keep flooding my head. Ever since I have gotten into UA I havent known what to do with myself. I feel so stressed and worried about disappointing everyone. Kaachan doesn't help either, I will always remember him telling me to take a swan dive off the roof.

I stop myself mid thoughts
No you cant think like this, I need to stop.
I feel a warm tear drip down my face as I look at myself in the mirror.

You can't even handle your own quirk, Kaachan was right you should take a swan dive off the roof. All Might should have never given his powers to you. You are a worthless peice of trash. Maybe if you die All Might can give his power to someone more deserving.

The tears start to flow faster as I try and stop my thoughts. I dont know what to do so I grab a sharp pencil and cut my skin on my arm. I dont actually cause any blood though, but the thoughts stopped. By this time it was 5:30 so I decide to take an early shower.

I walk into a communal shower to see someone is in there. I blush lightly as I see its non other than Todoroki. He asks me what im doing here, I said I couldn't sleep. Then I ask him the same. He said he had pulled another all nighter and decided to start his day early. I was shocked, Todoroki didn't seem like the type to pull all nighters but I remember the cuts on my arms and there are still light marks. With how observant he is he would probably notice. I say i forgot something and head back to my dorm. I will just wait a bit.

Todoroki POV
As in washing my hair in peice I see a broccoli boy walk in. He gets kinda flustered I guess not expecting me in here. I tell him that I had pulled an all nighter, which isnt a lie but I didnt tell him the fact that I was pretty much failing in the homework for every class and was gonna get kicked out if i didnt make it up. School comes easy to me so I always pass every exam with flying colors, I dont know why I need to do homework.

Deku looks at his arms and kinda hides them out of my view which i thought was kinda weird. I didnt say anything because he said he forgot something. I finish up and when I'm walking out I run into Midoriya again. I look at his arm and see tmabout 7 cat scratch looking things. I try to brush it off but cant help but think.

AN
Thank you for reading this far..again this is my first story. Im gonna try and update every night. But i need to go to bed now gn y'all.
BYEEEEEEEE