Can't resist you - Baekhyun Mafia/Gang Fanfiction - DISCONTINUED

Chapter 8

Fast forward to the burial. In that time we met BTS and got along with them just as well as we did with EXO, but EXO? They soon were like brothers to us. We were like one big family. Baekhyun and I avoided each other and everybody knew why, though the boys weren't pissed at me. Chen and I were like best friends, but we didn't have that relationship that I had with Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo will always be that big brother for me. 

We held the burial at the burnt down place. We wanted her to be buried by that place where she made a lot of good memories. I realised that she was no longer with us when her casket was lowered into the grave. Jennie and Jisoo were still hurt to the core and I could hear them weeping every single night. I comforted them then and they'd fall asleep in my arms. Every once in a while they'd wake up from a nightmare, sweating and trembling... It was awful.. I haven't slept in a week and now we're at the funeral... Time passed very slowly.

"Thank you everyone for coming... I'd like to thank my clients for showing up even though we're just business partners. I'd also thank EXO for being there for us in our darkest times, helping us get through it and of course BTS. Jennie and Jisoo... I thank you both for being strong and helping me continue our work. Let's talk a little about Rosé. Park Chaeyoung or Roseanne Park. I still remember the day I met her.. It feels like yesterday. She protected a puppy from getting beat up by some assholes. Of course they started to pick on her too, but before I got to jump in she knocked all of them out and walked away with a big smile and cute puppy in her arms. Eventually I got the courage to ask her to join my gang and she agreed. Every time I was down, she'd always cheer me up and you could never beat her in PUBG. I wish I could've beat her at least once... There are so many things I wanna tell her, but...", my voice broke down.

"May she rest in peace", I choked out.

I walked over to the pond and let out a sigh. The guests were talking and eating while I stood here and tried to relax my mind. It only hit me now that she was gone. First Lisa and now Rosé. We don't even know if Lisa will make it out alive... 

"You know, you should let go of your emotions. Allow them to get out of your body instead of holding them back and building the pain up", Xiumin walked up next to me, looking at the pond.

I didn't say anything... I was afraid my voice would break...

"I need to be alert. Who knows if Lee Si-Woo might attack", I hissed.

"They would be outnumbered", he responded. 

Letting out a sigh, I looked over to Jennie and Jisoo who were talking with Kai and Suho. 

"Maybe we all should hit the club and you can drink as much as you want and let everything out", he suggested and I gotta be honest I liked that idea.

I agreed and invited EXO, BTS and Jennie and Jisoo to join me in our favourite club down the road. After cleaning everything up the others made their way to their cars while I stood by Rosés grave and looked at the tombstone. Park Chaeyoung/Roseanna Park. 1997-2019. I sighed and put my hands together and prayed: "May your soul rest in peace... Watch over Jennie, Jisoo Hikari and... Natsuo for me... I will visit Lisa tomorrow and tell her everything... I will gather all my courage and visit her. I'm sorry for bringing you into this life... For bringing Jisoo and Jennie into this awful world. I promise to protect Jennie and Jisoo with all my power. Lend me your strength and light me the right path to a good life... I thank you for everything, Park Chaeyoung... I love you, Rosé"

Kneeling down, I kissed my index and middle finger and planted them on top of her tombstone. Wiping away my tears, I stood back up and exhaled, my voice shaking. Put your mask back on. You gotta be strong for them.