Coretan Coretan Iseng

Night at 19:45 on july 7st

Usually i feel happy without a reason, its just to happy.

Then suddenly, sometimes i fell mess and sad or gloomy, I don't know why.

And now i am feeling sick.

Maybe we're connected, like the word said "you can feel what your bestfriend feel or someone that close to you felt what you feel or what he/she feel" yah some word like that

But maybe it's just me who felt that, i think you're not. Cause it's me who think that or maybe you never see me or something.

I don't know you care to me or not. But what i feel is, no you're not.

Maybe cause you think that we always meet, always talk, always together there's nothing to be worry about yeah something like that right?

Even though we used to be like that can you just look at me once and ask me how are you feeling?

I am not okay, not like others. I am sick. Sick of beeing alone, sick of being ignore by others, sick of my life.

Now i fell you're different not to everyone, but me just me.

Yeah it's too selfish, and i know it.

Is that what you think that i wouldn't leave you?

Just see what happens next