THIS IS MY FIRST WATTPAD STORY! I HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL BUT THIS IS MY FIRST STORY ON WATTPAD SO IM SORRY IF ITS BAD! ____________________________________Beautiful... a word I wish was described as, but no. Only the special girls get that word. There are many regulations of being beautiful. They all have a tiny waist, big boobs, a nice ass, and an adorable face. Many girls at my school are like that. All trendy with their faces full of makeup; and I'm none of that. I don't wear makeup, or trendy clothes, I don't even have a nice figure! I'm just a stick.
To me, beautiful is something I've always wanted to be. I want guys to like me, I want everyone to know I can be beautiful like everyone else! Yet that one word is trapped behind a brick wall, and only the girls with pickaxes can get through. I just have my hands.
I take a deep sigh as I look at the picture on the magazine.
"She is so pretty."
"I know! Like c'mon man!"
I look at her."Yeah.."
The beautiful girl you saw, she is my classmate. Her name is Bianca Zander's. She is a model and she somehow always makes it on the school's magazine. She isn't nice either. She thinks she's "all that" but... she's not wrong! She is drop dead GORGEOUS! But when someone isn't as pretty as her, she will just act like a snot. But everyone loves her anyway. Unlike me... everyone always treats me badly. I'm always bullied for not being "all that" like all the other girls in my school.
"She always makes it in the magazine! She is just like half of this fricken school. I don't understand!" My friend shrugs.
"Well Sophie, in honesty... you're way more beautiful than Bianca! If you were a model you would be on not just the first page, but the whole magazine!" I giggled.
Sophie was shocked. Not in a bad way but, it was like she didn't expect me to say that.
"What?! You really think that?"
"Of course I do! You are so beautiful!"
"Thanks Clara!"
"You're a great friend..."
This is my best friend Sophie Phillies. She is so pretty as well! She is funny and is actually nice out of all the bitches at school. She is 16 and is a sophomore as well. Lots of boys like her but she is too focused on other things to realize it. It's like boys are her last priority. That's probably why she doesn't want to be on the magazine; because when you become a model, everyone thinks you're in it for the boys. So if you aren't in for that your pretty much nothing in the modeling industry. I think all the time what makes her want to hangout with me. I'm just a nerdy girl who isn't beautiful with curves or have a cute face. I don't look like Bianca...so why?
"I know!" I smirk along with Sophie, " But I'm serious. You should try to be on the magazine!"
"Nah," She said carelessly. " I'm not wasting my time with that."
"Alright then... I have to get home. Dinner is being served soon." I grabbed my bags and stood up.
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow!" Sophie smiles at me, and I smile back and then walk out of the school.
(Yes that is me)
As I walk out of school, I see gray filled clouds creating a shade over the ground. I figured it was going to rain, so I sat down to take my hoodie out of my bag. I hear the whispers of some girls and I realized right away who they were.'Oh no.' I thought to myself. As I can hear their footsteps approach me. I look up to see them. Bianca and her two stupid side chicks. Bianca walked up to me with a threatening smirk printed on her face.
"Hey hideous!" Bianca yelled as she walked up to me. I try to toughen myself up into talking to her.
I answer with slyness.
"And what exactly do you want?" I could tell she was bothered by my slyness voice.
"Your umbrella, give it." She put her hand out expecting me to give it to her.
"No," I grab my jacket and put my hood up, " I don't have it."
"What?!" She firmly grabbed my jacket collar and pulled me close. "Stop lying to me and give it!"
Holding my fear back, I talk again. " I said I don't have it!"
"Fine, be that way you deformed rat!"
She pushed me on the floor and grabbed my bag. She unzipped it and then poured everything out, then looked at her side chicks.
"Well?! Help me look!"
The two girls ran up to Bianca and helped her search through my bag. I didn't do anything. I just sat and watched. They wouldn't bother to take anything anyways.
The girls finish looking and found no umbrella. I could tell Bianca was about ready to punch me, but she was just so mad she stormed off and the girls began to follow. Something got in my mind to stop them.
"Wait!"
The two girls look at me. "What do you want?!" one of them said.
She was trying to be tough but honestly it wasn't working.
"Why do you like Bianca so much?" I asked. The girls gave me a look as if I was stupid. "We all know she is a bitch."
"Well, she is a beautiful bitch," One of the girls answered, "and you're not." Then they walked away.
I quickly shook the conversation out of my head and began to put my stuff back in my bag. I begin to walk home and then it starts raining.
'just my luck,' I thought, and then proceeded to walk home.
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"What a beautiful nerd!"
Teen FictionA beautiful girl hates herself. She wishes she could be pretty like everyone else, she craves perfection. Will she go too far?