Pretty Little Tears

Intro

Sunday

I just finished cleaning my apartment and setting up for my baby boy's arrival . We're in August and have exactly 2 more months until he is here .
I'm a real skinny short and petite girl w a big belly .  Hopefully the snap back is quick but i haven't gained a lot of weight .
I have a two bedroom two bath just for the two of us .

1-840-743-0890 : open the door
6:47pm

I opened my door and let him in. Jaquan was my baby's father .  Stereotypically correct . No we weren't together , yes we were always fighting , no we don't live together; there is always something. In my eyes he is a hoe , when he is around me he puts up a front like he's not saying shit like "you really think i'm out here fuckin' other bitches" or "if I was messing w anyone else i would just leave you alone" and i give him the benefit of the doubt that he wouldn't fuck on another girl then come lay up w me when im pregnant w his kid but then again a nigga gone be a nigga regardless and you cant put shit pass them . My mama aint raised no fool either , Im farr from stupid . As long as he do right by our child i could care less what or who he does .. he just wont do it and then lay with me .

"You stink ," i looked at him and tooted my nose up .
" Duhh , i just got back from the gym . " while he ran his shower I went back in the baby's room and started back decorating it .

Jaquan

I had just got back from hoopin' w my boys and was finna hop in the shower . Genesis is the mom to be of my baby boy . Lately we've been...well we've been . He have a love , hate relationship even though we've never let "i love you" come out our mouths we scream "i hate you" . We were never "together" but it was that type of vibe. Im just not ready for a relationship again and she don't get that or it doesn't register in her head . She thinks because we still fuck around from time to time im hers and im not . I AM SINGLE . And even after saying all of that , i still want her in my life. Sometimes i think i do but as time passes on the longer i go w o talking to her the more i feel like something is missing .

I got in the shower and washed listening to my music scream from the speaker . I smelled something cooking and finished up .
She was cooking spaghetti , garlic rolls, and made a salad . My plate was already on the table but she was no where in sight . I walked around the apartment and found her in the guest/baby bathroom .

"Whats wrong w you ? Why yeen eatin' " i asked her

" I'm not hungry right now ," she said blankly .

" Whats wrong w you ?" i asked again

" Nothing " and i know her and i know when some wrong w her stupid ass

"Why you fuckin' lyin , something wrong " she didn't say nothing & my food was getting cold . I left her alone . I wan trynna get cussed out . Pregnant women get attitudes for no reason .
I ate and went in the room and watched some basketball, usually i would play 2k but i was tired.

2hrs later...

Genesis came in after she put the food up and ate and made me lunch for tomorrow. She went to shower . When she got out she lotioned up w some smell good and oiled herself down . She made sure she put a little extra on her engorged stomach that held our son . She was big and her stomach reminded me of how much time we had left for his arrival and it wasn't much. She had on one of my t shirts .