Little Troubles

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First one shot. Here we go! It is my idea. I'll let you guys read to find out what it's about.

It all started out with a simple day, searching through the web, seemingly bored on his free day. He came across a website  displaying facts about something called Little Space and how it works. After an hour or so of research, he found out that he himself had similar wants, needs, and symptoms.

Jungkook found out that he was a little as well, that he liked to regress to a younger age. Of course, after finding out, he felt conflicted. Should he tell his hyungs? He decided that, no, he wouldn't. Jungkook didn't know what they would think, or how'd they react. All he knew was that he should keep it a secret.

Of course, without a caregiver, it would be tough. So Jungkook, in his normal headspace, had written down a set of rules for his little side, knowing the little was in an old enough mental age to read.

His set of rules were,

1. Stay in your room when in little space

2. Stay quiet

3. If hyungs knock on the door, be silent and act like your asleep

4. Lock the door

5. Do NOT let hyungs know about your little space.

To be honest, it shouldn't of been that hard, but without a caregiver, it was hard because Jungkook had no one to take care of him.

That's why he found himself in this position. Curled up on his bed, underneath the covers, shaking as sobs racked through his body. Jungkook's stuffie, a pink bunny, covering his mouth to muffle his soft cries of sadness.

Tears fell down his face, his eyes scrunched tight as if he was in pain.

"A-Appa" He spoke softly, his body shaking. He had already started calling his hyungs Appa, Eomma, and all the parental names for his fellow members. Another sob racked through his form as he thought of the other members of the group. Jungkook wanted his friends, family even, to come comfort him and love him. To tell him it's alright and to hold him in their arms.

But of course, he couldn't let them know.

Slowly but surely, Jungkook's eyes grew heavy as darkness overtook his sight, falling asleep with his stuffie in hand.

--Timeskip--

Jungkook had now woken up, slipping out of little space in the middle of his sleep. His eyes were red and puffy, his head aching from his crying earlier.

He walked out of his room down the hallway to the kitchen, where Jin was cooking dinner while arguing with Namjoon that he wasn't allowed in the kitchen. Hoseok was sitting at the table, watching the argument with amusement.

Taeyhyung and Jimin were on the couch, watching some movie.

"Ah! Jungkook! About time. Dinner is almost ready." Jin said, ignoring Namjoon's words of annoyance. Jungkook nodded slightly.

"Where is Yoongi?" Jungkook asked softly.

"He's still at the studio. Something about a song he is working on." Namjoon said, turning his head towards the maknae.

Before Jungkook could speak, Jimin came over.

"Ah, Kookie, how are you feeling? Your eyes are big and red." He said, a concerned look on his face.

Everyone's attention was now on him.

Well that's just great isn't it?

"I-i uh... I'm fine Jiminie! It's probably the way I slept!" He said quickly to defend himself.

That was such a shitty lie.

"No, Jimin is right. Something is wrong. Care to explain Jungkook?" Taeyhyung ask suspiciously.

Jungkook gulped, his eyes growing wide. He felt his mind running, ready to slip right then and there.

"I told you that n-nothings wrong guys... " He replied nervously.

"Bullcrap Jungkook." Hoseok spoke sternly. The maknae flinched at the harsh tone in the rapper's voice.

Jungkook felt his eyes swell up with more tears surprisingly, he didn't think he'd have enough tears to cry now after the crying earlier.

The other members noticed Jungkook's eyes glistening bright and they looked on worried.

"Hey, I'm ba-" A voice said from the door, before being cut off as the one speaking glanced at everyone.

"What's going on?" Yoongi asked, a tired tone lacing his voice.

"Nothin-" Jungkook was about to finish before he got cut off by Jin.

"Something is wrong with Kookie and he won't tell us why" The oldest member glanced at Yoongi before looking back towards Jungkook.

Tears finally rolled down the maknae's cheeks, the clear substance dripping from his sparkling eyes.
A choked sob broke out from his mouth.

"Kookie!" Namjoon spoke, alerted.

"What's wrong?!" Tae spoke in a soft but concerned tone.

Jungkook's body crumbled to the floor as he let out another sob.

"N-No hate K-Kwookie." He cried out.
Everyone else games at the higher pitched tone of his voice and the tears rolling down his flushed face.

"N-No, Jungkook... We could never hate you." Jin spoke, obviously confused by the change of their maknae.

"Fuck..." Yoongi spoke quietly, but everyone else still heard.

Before Jin could correct Yoongi on his language, the oldest rapper spoke.

"Everyone, go away, I wanna talk to Kook about something." They all seemed hesitant but complied anyway.

One they all were away, Yoongi spoke again.

"Kook... Are you in little space?"

Jungkook looked up in shock, surprised that he knew what that was, but nodded either way.

"No wonder" Yoongi chuckled

The youngest looked confused.

"I found a box of baby stuff one day. Not much. But now I understand why it's there."

"K-Kookie nawt a baby! Kookie a big boy!" Jungkook defended.

"Oh really? How old are you?"

"Twee! I twee years old!" Despite the words, he held up four fingers.

Yoongi chuckled and put down one of his fingers.

"You are a big boy. Now, I think we should let the others know about your headspace. Big boys would know why they should." Jungkook seemed hesitant.

"F-Fwirst... Cwan we cuddles?" Jungkook asked shyly, looking down with a small blush on his face.

"Of course baby." The rapper responded softly.

Jungkook made grabby hands at Yoongi, and being the soft hearted person Yoongi is, he complied picking up the younger and sitting on the couch with him.

Jungkook was laying on Yoongi's lap with his head laying on his shoulder. It didn't take long for the maknae's breathing to become soft and rhythmical.

Yoongi raked his hands through Jungkook's hair.

"Sleep well baby."

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