𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓉𝓊𝑒𝓈

第九章

    It had been an hour since the shower incident and renjun and jaemin were both lying in their beds doing whatever.

    "jaemin, can i ask you something?" jaemin nodded. "what if i want to have sex with the person i love?" renjun asked looking down. "well that all depends on who you love and what they think."

"the thing is that i don't know who i'm in love with. how do you humans know when you're in love?" jaemin put his phone down and sat up looking at renjun.

"uh, well first you have to have a certain feeling when you're by them or when you think of them. it's a feeling very indescribable, it's like a feeling of excitement but better."

"have you ever been in love jaemin?" jaemin quickly shook his head. "i've liked people, but never to the point where i can say i love them. i want to save that word for the person i really love."

"i think mark and haechan love each other then." renjun said smiling. "yeah, and so does chenle and jisung. i can sense that they love each other."

"what about that guy jeno? is he in love with someone?" jaemin looked down slightly. "he was in love with someone, but they didn't feel the love back."

"i've always wondered what it's like to be able to love someone. i've never had that feeling, you know because i was a statue. i want to feel that spark in my heart, but i don't have the person to make that happen." renjun said frowning.

"you'll find love, i know you will." jaemin said smiling. "well i'll be right back i have to go get something from chenle and jisungs room."

"ah ok!" jaemin got up and walked out of the room leaving renjun alone. "what if the one i want to love is you, jaemin."

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the group all decided to go out again to go shopping and go to a restaurant. "i think we should get some new clothes! especially some for renjun so he doesn't have to always wear jaemins."

"i don't mind either way, but thank you for thinking about me!" renjun said smiling happily. "aw he looks like a little puppy! how cute!" jaemin said smiling.

renjun felt a blush creep onto his cheeks. he had never experienced that kind of feeling before. "ok! let's go shopping!"

the boys all arrived at a clothing store and started looking around for things that appeal to them. renjun saw a few things that he liked. for pants he liked a pair of black loose pants and for shirts he liked a bunch of hoodies and sweaters.

"ok renjun, now you can go try those on!" renjun nodded and looked for the dressing room. "do you need help?" jaemin asked concerned. "oh no i caught on to how you did it, but thanks!"

he quickly went inside the dressing room and tried on the pants and the sweaters, liking all of them. "ok i chose my favorites!" renjun said walking out of the dressing room. "ok let's pay for them and get going!"

they all went to the front and paid for the clothes and left, going to look for a restaurant. "i heard there's this really good one that serves hot pot. it's really close by let's go to it!" they all agreed and walked to the restaurant.

when they got to the restaurant they all say down at a big table. "hello what would you like to order today?" mark spoke up and said what they wanted. "we would like hot pot please." waiter nodded and spoke up again. "ok i'll come back with your fresh hot pot!"

the hot pot came a while later and they all started digging in. renjun seemed to be enjoying it the most out of all the boys. jaemin smiled at renjun and pinched his cheek. "you're very cute when you eat!"

renjun blushed again, but this time there was a feeling after it in his heart. it felt like a spark of happiness and excitement.

'am i in love with jaemin?'