NEW HOPE CLUB one-shots and Imagines

Reece Bibby x reader - Mental Breakdown

Reece Bibby x reader

Mental breakdown imagine

Word count : 2638

WARNINGS: depression, anxiety, suicide, rape and sexual harassment (not details or descriptions of actions only mentions)

You stood in front of the door of the flat that your boyfriend shared with his band members. You haven't called or texted in advanced that you were going to come over, but you just didn't know where to go. Nonetheless you knocked on the door and hoped that your boyfriend Reece would open the door. However non-other than your brother Blake appeared from the other side of the heavy wooden door. You don't mind seeing Blake as you two were actually quite close you being only a year younger than him, but you just really needed your boyfriend right now. Blake looks you up and down and notes your distressed stage. "What are you doing here, what's going on Y/N/N." Blake asks as he pulled you into the flat. "Is Reece here" you quickly asked back your voice cracking half way through. "No, he is out getting food." again he asks "Y/N, what's going on". It felt like the world was going to end, your life was falling apart in front of you and the only thing that would make it better was Reece. Now that he wasn't here you didn't know what to do. You angry slammed your foot against the ground in a childish way and tilled your head back to stop the tears from flowing. "Y/N what is going on" Blake asks for the third time. "Blake, i just don't know what to do anymore" by the end of the sentence you couldn't hold it anymore and tears started to flow from you eyes as your face contorted a strange mixture of sadness, fear and frustration. You really don't want to cry but just couldn't help it. Blake pulled you into a hug because he really didn't know what to do in this situation and this seemed like the best option for now. You see you had been diagnosed with depression and high functioning anxiety about a week ago but you knew you had been suffering from it for over 4 years juts undiagnosed. You didn't tell Blake because he was you older brother and if he found out that there have been months in the last 4 year where is baby sister didn't want to be alive anymore he would lose it. You hadn't told Reece either because it never came up in conversions and it was hard for you to just talk about. But now you needed to tell him because you didn't know what to do and you needed him. At this point you were sobbing into Blake's chest as he guided you towards the sofa in the living room. "Calm down Y/N, I got you, Reece will be home soon he left a while ago it cant take him to long, just calm down." as you two laid on the sofa you still crying and Blake trying to calm you down the front door opens. Blake heard it but you did not as you were crying and hyperventilating too much. Reece walks in and sees the sight if his girlfriend sobbing into her brother's chest, to say he was concerned confused Was an understatement. He makes eye contact with Blake and sends him a questioning look to witch Blake responds with a mouthed "I don't know mate". Reece walks over but you still dont notice, Blake nudges you and you look up at him he whispers "Reece is here" as if any louder noises might break you. You look to your side and se Reece standing there with a very concerned and carling look on his face. As you make eye contact he give you a small smile and your lip quivers. "Ahh baby come here". Blake lets you off his lap and while still crying you lay down with Reece on the floor with your back resting against the sofa. Your happy George is not home because having another person see you in this state would not help the situation. Blake gets up noticing that you guys wanted privacy and says "hey Reece take care of her okay", Reece nods at him and Blake leaves the room. "Y/N/N, baby what's wrong talk to me." Reece calmly whispers into your ear. "I don't know Reece, i just so much is going on, and I have to tell you something, and I should have told you and Blake before and this would have never happened but I didn't and now...im sorry" you rambled in a rapid pace. "Don't be sorry, calm down baby, it's alright you're going to be alright.".

Reece POV

I had never seen Y/N in this state before. I had seen her cry before, but seemed more serious almost like she was having a panic attack. "Reece.. I just don't know and i cant anymore. And I can't breathe and- '' ''hey Y/N, look at me" she tilted her head up. Her cheeks were flushed bright pink and a steady stream of tears running down them. She was hyperventilation and heaving. Seeing her like this hurt me so much. For now I just had to have her calm down and she could tell me what she needs to tell me later. "Calm down, okay breath with me, can you do that." I started guiding her into a regular breathing pattern and slowly she started to calm down. Her head was resting on my chest and her breathing had fully slowed back down. She Was asleep. I grab my phone and text Blake, while she sleeps.