Colds Catching -Third Book- [One Direction Fanfic]

Chapter 19

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***Chloe's P.O.V***

*Recap*

I held myself together, holding all my tears in so I didn't burst right there in front of everyone. Then they all walked off through the next part of the airport, sending waves our way. When the doors slid shut behind them, I turned to Luke and hugged him tightly, letting my tears fall freely.

"It's okay, Chloe." Luke cooed, smoothing my hair down with one of his hands. I sniffled then pulled away from his chest and looking up into his blue eyes. I wonder what he's thinking right now, leaving them to go without him.

"Let's go home." I mumbled, grabbing his hand in mine so I felt better and walked out of the airport.

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It's been a day since Calum, Ashton and Michael left London. They were probably all happy with their families, catching up and having a fun time. I've been feeling like shit with headaches popping up here and there and my weak bones were aching. It was hard to moved around the house without feeling like I was stepping on pins.

If I walked up the stairs to my room I'd lose my breathe easily. I've been getting lots of fevers. Last night I had another cold sweat and woke up sweating. I haven't eaten much and I'm losing a lot of weight really fast. Louis is wanting to take me to the doctor for a check up but I don't want to leave my house.

Harry has been checking in on me and Luke stays with me 24/7 because he lives in here with me. He leaves to Australia in six days so I want to spend most of my time with him alone. Louis has been in and out throughout the day like Harry but they came at different times.

Right now I was sitting in bed with Luke sitting next to me under the sheets. I was leaning against him with my light fast breaths. Luke had one arm around my waist while I wrapped both my arms around his torso and my head rested on his chest. His free hand would stroke my hair lightly as if cooing silently at me.

My eyes were closed as I lived this moment with Luke, being so close to him. Him being my best friend that I love so much and means so much to me. I'd make sure that when I pass that I'll watch over him with the rest of the boys. Most of the time I'll watch over Louis but when I can I'll go to Luke.

"Are you hungry?" Luke whispered into my ear. I shook my head and listened to his heart beat. He sighed but didn't force me into eating anything. He knew that it wasn't me trying to starve myself, it was the cancer making me lose my apatite.

"I just want to stay like this." I murmured. I felt Luke nod his head because he had it rested on top of mine. I opened my eyes, looking up at him and into his blue eyes. I was always memorised by his beautiful eyes but this time they were that dull shade of blue. I wanted to know what I looked like to him.

"What do I look like?" I whispered, feeling if I spoke louder then a whisper I'd lose my breath or my voice would crack and sound horrible. Luke looked down at me, eyes searching my face for a second before speaking.

"You look like Chloe. Just a bit pale in your face and your eyes aren't the same colour as when I first met you." Luke tried his best to describe me. I tried to picture myself the way he said but only got scary skeleton image in my brain instead. "Why?" Luke asked.

"I always think I look like a skeleton and not myself." I mumbled, memories coming into my head of the time we went to the theme park with Ashton. I remember Luke running away from Ashton while he just sat down with me and talked. He told me Luke had a lot of energy like a kid and didn't run it low very often.

Those were the happy times when I first met them and they didn't know anything wrong with me. I wish I could go back to then and stay like that forever, not needing to worry about cancer and dying.