Chapter 6
Your in bed with Harry, you start to kiss again just as your alarm goes off, he rolls over to turn it off, when he rolls back over, Zayn is there to kiss you.
You wake up like from a nightmare, "Spence?" Harry asks, you look at him, "Are you okay?" you have a worried look on your face, "Yeah... Totally" you say, feeling quilty for every moment you are lying to Harry.
You just wanted to just start balling, then you were angry at yourself for doing this to Harry.. But what you didn't tell wouldn't hurt.
You walk downstairs to eat breakfast, your pouring your cereal, just as you start to cry. What was wrong with you? Then you realized.. The end of the month.. "Spencer? Are you okay?!" he hugs you, he pulls back, "Is it.. You know your time..?" He knew you so well, you didn't even have to answer, he just knew.
You go lay on the couch, when your cramps hit you like a bus, you moan in pain, "I have to go to the store sweetie, I'll be back in a few" you were alone, laying on the couch.
You lay there in pain until Harry gets back, he sits next to you, you frown at him, "I'm sorry your not feeling good sweetie.. I brought you something." he pulls out "Your Things" and a box of chocolates, and some roses, you smile at him, "I love you." he brought movies too for you two to watch all day, he lays next to you, and rests his hand on your belly and rubs it, he was the best husband ever.
You slowly close your eyes, Harry's hand resting on your belly.
Your slowly wake up, and Harry's still there, you roll over to play with his curls, his eyes slowly open, until you see his green eyes fully, he smiles at you showing his dimples, he looks at your lips and slowly kisses them.
"How are you feeling?" he pushes the hair in your face behind youur ear, "Better." you smile, you cuddle close to him, you nibble on his collar bone, "Spence.." he laughs, you kiss his jaw line.
You rest on his chest, he strokes your hair. You think about everything you and Harry have ever been together, he stands up, "Where are you going?" you ask in a sad tone, he grabs your hand, he runs upstairs, you slowly walk in. He brought out one of his sweatshirts, sweats, and a beanie, "Will you wear them?" he smiles, you laugh, you grab them and put them on.
You always loved wearing his clothes, it made you feel close to him all the time, and they were baggy which was nice on lazy days.
"You look beautiful" he smiles at you.
You walk into the kitchen, to get a snack, your phone buzzes, it's a call from your dad, "Hi dad!"
"Hi sweetie..." he says sadly, "Dad? What's wrong?" you question, Harry walks into the kitchen and smiles, "Honey.. There's no easy way to say this" your stomach drops, what wasn't easy?, it's quiet for a second, "Spencer... Your mother... She's..." he sighs in pain, "Passed."
"I'll call you later." your voice cracks, you hang up and you put your face in your hands, "Spencer, whats wrong?" he's confused, you can't talk, it hurts to much, to even think about that, he hugs you, you tightly wrap your arms around him.
You don't ever want to let go, you feel sick to your stomach, he wipes your tears, you sit on the couch, he grabs your hand, and looks you straight in the eyes, "Harry... My mom died." you grab a pillow and scream and cry in it.
He rubs your back, you never felt more stressed out, "Spencer, Everything is going to be fine, you have me to talk to if you need it, I'm so sorry. I'll get you anything you want. I love you. Anything. What do you want?"
"A punching bag..."
"You can punch my arm"
"I don't want to hurt you..."
"I doubt you'll hurt me" he laughs, "Alright.." you punch his arm, all your anger going into in, "Mother fu- OW!!!!" He yells, you laugh a little bit, "Damn, you have a good arm.." he rubs his arms, "Sorry.." you smile, "Your smile is everything to me Spencer.." you hug him, "Thank you Harry." he kisses the top of your head, "Anything for my princess"
A few weeks later you go to the funeral, and Harry is the top person that got you through it. Harry takes you out to ice cream after, then you go home. You give him a long sweet kiss, "Thank you for everything, you really helped me... I love you.."
"I love you too" he grabs your hand and you both walk upstairs and go to sleep.
Hope you guys liked it! Sorry it wasnt my best... But it's going to start getting really good! Thank you for reading! :) xoxo
