hard to get - jjk

seventeen

"ugh can we just go home already? i appreciate everything ur doing for me kook, but i'm tired.."

jungkook sighed, "fine fine. but on one condition."

"yeah whatever. just take me hom–"

he cut me off, "i can sleep with you tonight."

i choked, "sleEp?! but i-i'm.. w-we're not dating."

jungkook's eyes shot wide open, "no no nO, that's not what i meant! a sleepover." he gulped. "y-yeah, i meant a sleepover."

i looked at him and sighed, "phew, you nearly made me shit my pants." chuckling, i continued "and sure stay over as long as you'd like."

i saw a small smirk form on his lips as he began to speak. "i mean sleeping together doesn't sound too bad, huh?"

i shot him a glare, "in. your. dreams."

~

we step out of the car and unlock my front door.

just as the door opens, i run to the couch and throw myself on it.

"you were really that tired, huh?" jungkook cooed as he walked over to where i was laying.

"can i join you?"

i crossed my arms across my chest, "nuh-uh, i said no sleeping together."

"i just wanna cuddleee," he whined.

his puppy eyes got the best of me so i let him jump next to me and lay down.

jungkook spoke as he looked me in the eyes, "did you enjoy your birthday, princess?"

smiling, i answered, "yes i did. thank you so much."

he smiled in return, with his eyes crinkling up, "i'm glad you did, baby. i'll make sure to plan more fun things for you."

i just blinked. for a few moments, i just blinked.

he did too. but it seemed more than that. it seemed that he was staring into my eyes and looking for something.

maybe for consent? or for an answer he's been longing?

i didn't know what to do or say so i just stayed there frozen, waiting for him to make a move so i could see if he also wanted what i did at that very moment.

and yes, he began to move in, to close the gap between us.

in a matter of seconds, our lips and bodies were connected.

as my lips rhythmically moved with his, i knew that this is what we both yearned for.

although i didn't want my feelings to turn out this way, i fell into the moment and played along.

his soft, full lips felt heavenly against mine.

my hands reached his hair and began to play with it, while his slowly went down to my lower back pulling me closer to him.

as moments passed, jungkook's lips came down to the left side of my neck, making me slightly moan.

his hands also went down to my ass as he grabbed it eagerly.

everything felt so good but inside me something didn't feel so right.

my mind kept wavering to jungkook and taehyung's deal, and how i had promised the latter that none of this would happen.

in a way i felt guilty.

i was in the process of breaking a promise and all for the person who caused my previous break up.

don't get me wrong, he's a great guy. but is he really worth all the trouble?

are these feelings real or just a temporary spark of happiness?

will it be as easy as i thought it'd be to stay away from him?

or is it too late?

all of this circled through my mind while making out with jeon jungkook.

and it just felt too good to stop, even with all the reasons telling me to.

so we took it slow and let it happen. just that one night.

or so i thought.

(a/n: ahhhhh i did not expect this to happen so soon! anyways, here's a very very short (and naughty 😉) chapter since some of you have waited for a long time. please vote, comment and follow to show your interest and stay tuned for future updates!! have a great day ❤️)