i'm tired (it's a poem )

i'm tired of wanting, what i can't have

i'm tired of being, the person i ain't

i'm tired of thinking, how i'd like the world to be

i'm tired of doubting, myself at every step i take

i'm tired of loving , the idea of love

i'm tired of trying to get all i want to have

i'm tired of dancing, without any applause

i'm tired of playing, without a basket to shoot at

i'm tired of looking for something, that may be out there

i'm tired of wondering, " am i a nobody"

i'm tired of fearing, i'll always remain one.