Tired

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-How are you?
-I'm fine.
And by "fine" we mean Feeling Irritated Numb Exhausted.
-Are you sure?
-Yeah, just tired.
And by "tired" we mean feeling emotionally, mentally and physically tired. Just tired from everything, everyone, every lie, every heartbreak, every damage, every backstab, every dumb decision, every uncontrollable feeling, every terrible mistake, feeling tired from every permanent memory, every chapter in life, every line, every word. Feeling tired from the feeling. Feeling tired from life. No we are not alright, we just want to relax, we just want a break away from everything and everyone, away from all the stress and problems life keeps putting us into. Just give us a break. We can have some alone time, we can relax, we can just breathe because life isn't always about fighting, no it is not always about being strong and undefeteable. Sometimes life is about being happy and relaxed, carefree and alive.

Ps: this is for us, the ones who are always dragged down but still put on a fake smile and act normal and ignore our feelings. The ones who take a shaky breath, dry their tears, build walls, smile and walk out to face life. Stay Alive and be happy, live life to the fullest everyday. I hope you have a great day, weak, year and life.

Xoxoxoxo,
Jessica.

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