Supernatural ;)

Safest place in the World

You woke up and you walked into the bunkers kitchen. It was around 12 a.m, you were making yourself something to eat. It was often for you to get up in the middle of the night and grab yourself a light snack. However, tonight seemed oddly different. The past few days have been hell for you. The hunts haven't been going so well and you blamed yourself for everything that happened. Even though the things that weren't your fault, you still felt like they were. You wanted to forget that pain you were feeling even if it was for a few hours. You grabbed the bottle of whiskey and began to drink it. You were never a drinker. You thought alcohol tasted horrible and plus it had a stinging sensation when it went down your throat. You still drank it, wanting everything to stop.

~time skip~

After about and hour or so, you were hammered, the alcohol was taking full effect. You were so happy. You forgot about your problems. You finished the whole bottle of whiskey and you got up to look for more. You fell, making a lot of noise. You giggled at falling. You then heard heavy footsteps rushing towards you and then someone helped you up. You finally looked up to see who it was and it was Dean. You gave him a flirtatious smile and he just looked at you with concern.

"Y/n, are you alright." he asked.

"Yes of course baby" you winked at him

He looked at you, very shocked. You blushed. Whether you were drunk or not, Dean was hot. You've always liked him, spent some nights wondering how he would be in bed. Dean glanced over at the empty whiskey bottle.

"Y/n, that bottle was full before I went to sleep. What happened to it?" He asked sternly, knowing the answer to his question.

I walked up to him and I kissed him, at first he went with the kiss but then he pushed me off.

"Dean, what the fuck?!"

"You're drunk, go to bed" he said seriously.

You looked at him with the puppy dog eyes. "Don't you want me?" You asked seductively. He turned his head away from you. Tears began to swell in your eyes and you ran back to your room. You locked the door and began to sob. The tears weren't just because Dean rejected you, it was because you ruined your friendship with him now, things won't be the same. You cried for everything that you have been going through. You could say you cried yourself sober.

You heard a faint knock at the door and heard Dean say your name. You didn't answer and you could hear the heavy footsteps retreat. You started to drift off when you heard you doorknob twist. Sam had picked your lock.

"Thanks Sammy" Dean said as he walked through the door towards you. You quickly moved your eyes away from him, ashamed of your previous actions.

"Dean listen, I-," you were interrupted by a kiss.

"No y/n, you listen. I don't know if it was just the alcohol making you kiss me or what. I just need you to know that I like you, scratch like you, I love you. I always have. I know that I
turned you down but I can see the pain in your eyes. I would have never taken advantage of you like that. I am here, tell me what's going on so we can solve it together."

You couldn't believe your ears. Dean Winchester just confessed his love for you. The tears came back and you started to cry again. "Dean, these last hunts have seriously messed me up. It feels like everything is my fault, when we can't save someone. I just wanted the pain to go away, just for a little while." You confessed.

"This is the life of a hunter, there are gonna be cases that hit home. It happens. You have to understand that when we kill these monsters we save a lot more peoples lives. We can't save everyone." he said very sweetly.

You cried in his arms, he held you through it all. You looked up into his beautiful green eyes. You felt safe in his arms.

"Can we go to your room, I wanna sleep with you. You make me feel safe" you asked him.

He smiled and then picked you up bridal style to his room. You started to kiss Dean passionately, him returning the same way. You guys made out for a while. He pulled back and you whined at the loss of his lips.

"I wanna save all that good stuff for later, now I just want to cuddle with my girlfriend." he said smiling at you.

You started to chuckle. "Well I want to cuddle with my boyfriend."

You fell asleep in his arms. That was the safest place in the world.

Just a little bit of fluffff. I hope this is good. I just started to write and I think I'm getting better. I'm taking requests soooo. Anyways yeah.