My Tremendous Awaken!
HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! As I run to the darkness space of my insanity. The coldness of the place that touches my fair skin. HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! As I shout again, to run out my insanity. HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! As I continue yelling HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! As my eyes be fulfilled with waters. And then my tears fell HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! As I continue.
And then I gasped , I saw myself starting to cry louder. “I don't want to be alone”. “Please!! Have mercy on me!”. “Help me outta here” as I continue yelling. “Why am I here? Why?” As I continue shouting. While my tears are also continuosly flowing. As then I realize someone's going nearer to me.
But that face!! That face that will not be erased at my mind. That face that take almost of my life. “Why are you here?” “What did you want? “Hey !! Don't touch me” as he took my fist. And then my fear got my conscious I shout again for help and there's no answer. As this guy in front of me showing his bloody gun. The gun that took away my beloved one's life. As my body starts to tremble and shiver. He begins to laugh “HAHAHA You can't do anything. I killed her and you witnessed all the things I do to her. Hahaha Do you have an idea who's my next victim? YOU!! …..BLLAAGGG........
As I open my eyes I see the white surrounding all over. As I saw my self wearing a color white dress. And saw someone wiping my tears. “Nightmare” he ask. I don't want to answer him so I drag his hands out of my face. “We're not close” as I could only say to him, to shut him up. I don't like to talk to strangers, it starts in the tragedy that make my life miserable, which makes the untrustable moment be done. As times goes by I see myself becoming worst. Why does all those things happen to me? (door opens)
I saw his back walking away from me I wish I can hug it but because of that tragedy I lost the chances tofelt it. I saw myself watching on my window unconsciousness. All day long it goes throuh this. This personality that I have now is not me. But what did just happen? The transformation of my joyful me to a nonsense me. I'm good for nothing girl as of now. I can't help myself to get rid of my cage of my past.
AAAHHHHH!!” as I shout within my frustration. At the door I saw him again and then I met his eyes again that full of life, understanding and then what is it? Love? Ooh don't imitate such things as a love maybe that was just an awe. An awe that everyone will be feel when they nknow what happen in my insanity past tragedy. As I remain silent when I saw him. He smiled at me sincerely “Are youy okay?” no response from me. “Do you want to eat?” still no response. “Hmm okay this may bring youn lifeahm how about we will go to some country and stay there for some days” Trust me it will be fun” still no response as I looked to him eye to eye with no expression.
Like what I told,he just always talking to me but he's just like talking to the wind.But my sense get back when he said that we we're going to some places out of the country. Tss I think he want to freshen up.Hmm why not? He's been with me for almost one year. And evethoungh as I first met him when both of our parents contract about me and him. I know that they want me to move on from my insanity past. And I silently thanked them, for they still at my back to support me. But still I can't move on that's why I feel sorry for them.Everything seems not helping to forget my past . The emotional torture that I am suffering was now been my path everyday.
Zechariah's Point of View(POV)
As I saw again her face that was full of fear. I try to wake her up from her nightmare. And I didn't failed she woke up., I saw her eyes that was no emotion. “Why should you suffer this things?” I ask upon my mind. “Nightmare” I ask but I don't get any answer but she just drag my hands out of her face while I'm wiping her tears that flows from her pretty face. And as I look to her, watching from her eyes to show how worthy I am to trust but I failed, she can't easily trust somebody.
