As the night raged on I sat back in my seat watching the party. It's loud, the lights switch between reds, blues, and yellows to the beat of the songs. Outside was a pool and a deck with people jumping in from all angles. I sat alone watching my best friend grind on her boyfriend.
Taking one long swig from the beer in my hand i stand up and start walking to the stairs of the two story house when someone grabs my shoulder. A boy about 6'2 with his hair done nicely he wore all black and looks about 24, he was noticeably cross faded. (cross faded drunk and high for anyone that didn't know).
"Hey there girly I've been watching you all night. How would you like to leave this place and join me at my place."
He asks stumbling over his words and his feet. I shake my head no and start walking away. I don't talk much now a days very since the last New Years. Ignoring the boy, and start heading to my room.
Yes my room. My friends threw the party at my house. I wast to happy about it but brushed it off.
I walked down the hall past all the drunks and people on other drugs and straight to my room, closing the door behind me. I didn't notice the door opening behind me or it closing. as i started to get undressed I turn around to see someone in my room. It was the boy from earlier.
I screamed but he puts his hand around my throat and leaned in close to swisher into my ear "take whats coming to you quietly please i want this to feel good for the both of us" the smell of weed and beer coming off his breath.
Keeping one hand on my neck he ruffle plays with my boobs. I grab his arm and start kick wildly to try and get him off. I struggle to breath as I gasp for air as but he tightens his grip around my neck, then pinches my nipple making me breathlessly gasp. He smiles at my reaction, watching my face as it turns red from his actions and loss of air.
He moves to take his pants off pulling a knife out of his pockets and opening it.putting it to my trough, letting go of it. I gasp for air taking a big breath in and coughing. "Stay still or I'll cut you" he says with a husky voice.
Not knowing what's going to happen I start to panic making me shake. He pulls my underwear off and throws it to a unknown corner then pulls his pants off grabbing my hand and pulling it to his dick making me play with it.
I wanted to scream but I couldn't, I stayed still as I cried and waiting for what comes next. He positions himself at my entrance and rams into me. I scream in pain, not because I'm a virgin but because of how big he is. 8'1/2in and 1'1/2in thick.
He rams into me fast and hard his dick covered lightly with blood as he continued to rape me. He started go faster and faster till he came in me. As he pulled out a mix of fresh blood, cum and sweet come out of me. getting off me taking the knife with him.
Nows my chance. I jump towards him grabbing the knife and pinning him to the floor. I take the knife and slit his arm then his chest then the side of his face. He screams in pain as I continue I draw my arm back to stab him in the heart when he starts crying. begging for me to stop.
I think for a second and stair at him. His face is red and stained with tears, his arms and chest covered in blood. I smile. I ram the knife threw his chest and pull it back out. He screams loudly, making me smile more. As I watch him starts dying of blood loss, I just smile, I put the knife to his throat and say "now you know how it feels to die" as I slit his throat.
He goes limp, life less. I sit there breathing hard from anger and fear. I look at my hands and run them threw my hair, getting blood all over me. I get up and throw a new pair of clothes on and walk out of the room walking threw the door and down the hall passed the drunk and people on other drugs and down the stairs I turn and look behind me, and smile. I hear a girl scream when she walked into the room. I keep smiling and walk away fading into the distance. This is my hell. This is my death.