daisy petals

victory to you

I had a dream about you this morning,
we both stood facing each other and at one point you kissed my forehead and walked away. I can't control these thoughts when I sleep, but some part of me wanted to forget about you yet this really isn't helping. That dream made me want you even more, but you don't want me. How am I meant to fix this? I have two options; forgetting you and your brown eyes or loving you even more, which will leave another scar on my fragile heart. I guess I should love you no matter what, just to prove that you have won. I should be giving you the praise because it was my mistake and my fault, so here I am writing this down because I'm too afraid to admit to you, that you've won.