The car ride was silent. For the whole car ride I didn't dare try to look at him for some reason. It was like riding in a car with a stranger. You can cut the tension with a knife in this car. I can feel the guilt building up inside of him.
"Look (Y/N), I'm sorry. For everything.
I know it was the second time-"
"Third. It was the third time." I corrected him.
"Third time but you do have to realize...."
I didn't really hear what he was saying after that because I was focused on getting in the house, taking a shower and going to bed since he was pulling into our driveway.
".... And you're gonna have to accept that."
I waited for the car to stop and jumped out.
"(Y/N) wait." He said calmly.
I stopped, 4 feet away from the door.
"I'm sorry okay? I'm really sorry for standing you up, for everything lately."
For the past few weeks, Jack has been acting not him. He's been standing me up, breaking promises, not really answering his phone, being distance. It caused me to wonder about if he's cheating or not.
I continued to walk towards the door.
"(Y/N), I'm not cheating ya know."
I stopped abruptly. It was like he was reading my mind. And I hated that.
I turned around and saw that he was looking for a response in my eyes, but
I didn't even know how to respond to his "apology". I was still upset at the fact that he stood me up for the third time, but then again I was totally drained and just wanted to go to bed.
I turned back around and walked inside our shared house.
I can feel him following me as I walk toward our bedroom.
"Can you just stop for a second (Y/N)!!"
"No I can't Jack, I fucking can't!"
I turn around and see his face softens.
"YOU stood ME up, it was not the other way around!!"
To be totally and utterly honest, 85% of this was about tonight but 15% of this screaming match was about the fact that he was leaving a lot while I'm here at school, thinking about college and sometimes not even knowing what's going on with him when he is gone. And he knew that.
"I just wanna go to bed alright?"
I tried to put on a smile but, I knew it wasn't convincing.
He slightly nods as I walk away, making my way up the stairs.
Jack's P.O.V
I don't what's got into me. But right now I've been under a lot of stress and pressure and I'm trying so hard. I'd think she'd understand that but obviously not. I can't even think straight right now, I'm so tired I just wanna go to bed.
~~~~~~30 Minutes Later~~~~~~
Man putting down sheets is so exhausting. (Y/N) locked the goddamn door and now I can't even get in OUR bedroom. And because of that, I have to sleep on the couch. And the worst part is I just realized that we have a guest bedroom after I've already put down pillows and sheets. Great. I understand she's upset but still, I have my job and the stress that comes along with it. I know she understands that, I know she does so I don't know what the hell's her problem. Hopefully she'll be open enough to talk to me in the morning.
After I was comfortable to go sleep, my phone vibrated, notifying me that I got a text.
It was from Johnson.
From Johnson: 'Aye Gilinsk'
To Johnson: 'Wassup Johnson'
From Johnson: 'Where you at??? Everyone's asking bro'
From Johnson: 'Why did you leave the party???'
To Johnson: 'I'm at home'
From Johnson: 'WTF why!?!?'
I waited a few minutes to decide what to reply next.
To Johnson: 'I left something'
To Johnson: 'I'm omw back'
From Johnson: 'OK bro hurry!!'
(Y/N) wouldn't miss me for a few hours I know it. So I just decided to leave without even checking if she was even sleep, I couldn't get in so what's the point?
After putting my vans back on, I grabbed my keys, phone and my wallet before heading out the door on my way to the party.
Maybe a few drinks wouldn't hurt.
