What She Once Was Sequel ♡Tododeku♡

Attempt Pt. 1

Midoriya POV
As school continued I became depressed and lonely. The only friends I had were Runa and her friends; Kokichia, Kareshi, Sanami, and Angelique. They're really nice and understanding but they're part of the student council who which are very busy. Some days they just disappear. For the whole day! Sometimes longer. I dont even know where they go.

It's gotten to the point were I only have Keebo with me. But even so, he naps in the worse times in school. Lunch and Hero History.

Days turned to weeks, which turned to 3 months...3 MONTHS! THE MONTHS OF TORTURE AND BULLYING! I cant take this anymore! After thought after thought I finally decided. I'm done with this world. By the end of this week I WILL be dead. Just how everyone wants me to be.

And how will I pull this off? With Keebo, my thoughts aren't private. He knows what I'm thinking. So all I have to do is think or fog up my thoughts so he doesn't read them.

Second, because of his naps at lunch and HH (Hero History) He wont figure out what happening. To be sure, Ill put him in my locker and say "He needs proper rest, and my locker is perfect." And last week Runa said that they would be out almost all this week. So they wont realize my disappearance.

I headed to school thinking this was going to be my last time doing this I made sure to drop off Keebo's tools, clothes, mind charger, and GoCart in my locker.

"Mama why are you putting my stuff in your locker?" He asked me in his tiny voice. I was going to miss that voice. "I thought it would be easier if we had all your items in my locker so they wont get lost. And why are you calling me mama?"I said.

"Oh its because you treat me like how your mama treats you. Your like my mom!" He said cheerfully. All I did was give a smile and a nod.

"Okay." He said with a smile. Classes continued like normal when I realized, Keebo was asleep?! He was just lying there with tiny snores. I looked at the clock and saw it wasn't even halfway through this class. Oh well. Hes getting more rest.

When lunch came around I dropped him off in my locker and wrote a note saying.

Keebo
You fell asleep early in class so your in my locker now. You can do as you please.

-Your "Mama"
Izuka

I walked to lunch. I sat alone and watched Uraraka, Kirishima, and Tsuyu eating and laughing together. I remember the best parts of them....

"Dont lower yourself to us, Izu~Chan." Said the brown hair girl. "Huh?" "I'm Ochako Uraraka." She said. She then pulled me into a hug.

Uraraka Ochako. A bubbly girl who I think is quite excepting....quite...

A boy who had spiked hair and shark like teeth came up to me and gave me a high five. When I slapped it, it was a bit hard but durable. "Whoa, you managed to give me a high five while I was using my quirk! Nice! I'm Ejiro Kirishima!" He then gave me a toothy grin. I smiled back happily.

Kirishima Ejiro. A funny boy how to almost everyone was like a little brother...I thought he was my lil bro.

Although Tsuyu Asui didn't bring me back to this awful place, she was an exceptional friend to have around.

The bell then rang. I threw away my lunch and heard ti the rooftop...

A/N this is where it might get a tad confusing. The song that will be played for this is My R/Watashi R. Fir the next 3-4 chapters this song will be here. It because the story of the song represents the moment Izuka is experiencing. Pieces of the song will be in italics. Izuka and her actions will be normal. And both will be bold and Underlined. Please stop the video at 1:08. Without further ado, let's begin.

I walked up the stairs to the rooftop when...

Just as I was about to take my shoes off on the rooftop there I see,
a girl with braided hair here before me. Despite myself I go and scream;

I reached down to grab my shoeswhen I saw someone else was there. I looked up to see a girl with green and high twin braids. Just like mine. I knew why she was here so I screamed.

Hey! Don't do it please!!

Oh wait a minute what did I just say.
I couldn't care less either way.
To be honest I was somewhat pissed.
This was an opportunity missed.

Why was I stopping her. She was probably one of the few that bullied me. I should have let her. But I got myself in this mess so I have to go through. Went right next to her.

The girl with braided hair told me her woes,
You probably heard it all before.
I really thought he might be the one,
But then he told me he was done.

The girl with braids turned to me sadly. I couldn't however see her face. "I thought that this boy was for me. I confessed to them but then rejected.

For God sake please!
Are you serious I just cant believe.
That for stupid reason you got here before me!

Are you upset cause you cant have what you wanted!
Your lucky that you never got robbed of anything!

When I said this, I immediately thought of Yaoyorozu kissing Todoroki.

I'm feeling better,
Thank you for listening.
The girl with braided hair then disappeared.

"I didn't realize. I'm sorry. Now I see I'm end6my life for a stupid reason." She said. She then walked away. When she did, I heard no footsteps and saw no shadow. When I looked to see if she was walking, she was gone.

Was she part of my imagination? I shock my head in denial. The bell then rang for the final class. I was upset at myself for missing my chance. So I walled back to my locker and got Keebo.

Tomorrow will be the day...

"Tomorrow will be the day for what?" Asked Keebo.  Sh*t!  "Why are you saying sh*t?" Asked Keebo.

"Keebo!" I mildly yelled. "That is a no no word." I said firmly. "Then why do you say it?" He asked. "I'm your mother as you would call it. So I say I can say them and you can not." I said.

"Sorry Mama." He said. "Its okay. Now let's get to the gym." We then walked to the gym.