Hey what's up. It's me
The son that didn't leave
The one that would have screamed. Yea it's me
I ran the night you left. remember?
I came after you and tried to clung to you
No surrendere
But you pushed me away
Screaming I should go back home and stay
Yelling it's all our fault... Threatening to cut your wrists, if I didn't vault
But I stayed
I walked with you in the dark while
You were astride
I kept saying I won't go
I won't lose you too
We walked past a few people
And you made a sean too
I couldn't sleep that night
I prayed and I prayed while my mind
Drifted outta sight. I didn't see any light after that
You know
I understand you had a bad childhood
I understand you didn't have a mom to Learn from or a dad look look up to
Funny thing is... Me too
Remember when you sent us away
Cause you weren't able to look after us
You weren't able to stop the lust
Were you?
We got beaten too
Our blood ran too
We screamed and yelled for the shit to stop too
My worst nightmares was
When JP and Eugene were screaming
And there was NOTHING I was able to do
I had to sent you secret messages through Brain one midday
I asked and begged you too come and take us away
You did, but shit didn't get better. Did they? That's why I'm writing this in the form of a letter. My personal story teller
Anyway...
I still remember the day in the court when
You left us the end of our childhood signature
It was like that one eyed prick dick
Was the devil in disguise
I was just too young too see that shit
And so I believed the lies... Your's too
I'm still able to hear Eugene's sniff through
My imaginary headphone booth
I've written two pages and you'll never see one
Cause this is my out let.
It's classified
Ill show it to one person and one person only
Cause she's the only person still by my side and able to help me.
