The world moves faster around her
Her feet are like bricks not
Letting her move
She smiles as she's dying inside
And hides behind a laugh and a
"I'm fine"
She cry inside as shes at her
Breaking point
The monster of the night come out
And attacks her
She screams but no one hears her
She feels as if her only friend
Is her self
And the metal next to her
Shes in her own world like shes on
Drugs
Shes dying inside but no one notices
They are fooled by the fake smile
Laugh
And the lie of "I'm fine"
No one would know she crys
Herself to sleep
Every night and
Dreams of
Being gone
The world ugly floats in her mind
Who would know what
One word
Could do to
A person
Everyone tells her she's beautiful
She doesn't listen to them
The only
Words she ever
Believes in are
worthless
Ugly
A nothing
Waste of space
She only ever kept
To herself
Never letting anyone in
Never told how
Lost
Hurt
Broken she is
The nights seem longer
Days get shorter
More scars pop up
But no one sees
Shes losing herself
more and more
Each nights
Until she doesn't even
Know herself
She stops talking to everyone
She sits in her room
Alone
Cold
Killing for someone to see how
Lost
Hurt
Broken she is
YOU ARE READING
Spoken word
PoetryHere I will be posting my spoken words I wrote i don't know how often I will be writing though
